Hebatnya seorang lelaki

Setelah dua hari kau campak aku mane-mane ntah,
Hari ini kau cari aku balik,
Kau 'text' aku macam nothing had happen,
Aku hairan,
Mane sensitivity dan perikemanusian yang kau sering agung-agungkan sebelum ini,
Sifat yang kau sering dahulukan sebelum ini,
Apa yang aku nampak dengan mata kasar aku,
Kau tak pernah kisahkan apa yang aku rasa,
Kau memang hebat.
HEBAT.
Tahun depan kau boleh naik pentas.
Kau dah layak terima anugerah PELAKON HANDALAN.





-Me-

He's not that into you

Here are the things that I've learned in 'He's not that into you' movie...

1. Over a week after your dating, if he's still not calling you, that's mean he has no interest in seeing you again.
2. If a guy is treating you like he doesn't give a shit, he genuinely doesn't give a shit.
3. Men dump a girl so skilfully, sneaky until you think that all the idea's are yours. They generally mind trick you.
4. When a guy says that the only thing happy about this hour is you, that means he's not interested.
5. If a guy gives you his phone number, instead of taking yours, he's not interested.
6. If the guy mentions that he's going out of town, so he's gonna be out of touch, you girl better run :)

Thousands of reasons actually guy gave to girl but still girls are not deterred to find their perfect love.



-Me-

Thousands of excuses

When that day comes,
You will turn around,
Deep inside me cries,
But you give it a bound.

When that day comes,
I don’t have any other choice,
I have to let you leaves,
And I’ll become moist.

When that day comes,
I have to act like nothing come to pass,
Even though it really hurts,
But my heart already is being rust.

When that day comes,
Automatically I’m being weak,
I know you know how I feel,
Every month my heart will leak.

When that day comes,
Half of myself had gone,
I can’t hide from darkness,
But still I tried to run from the dimness,

When that day comes,
I really can’t stay calm,
My heart previously lumps,
Why you still make it bump?

When that day comes,
I allow your thousands excuses,
I hide the real feelings,
Because I want to see your smiles.





-Me-

I dont believe you

The sweetest promise

Is this world full of forged?
Maybe there’s no more sincere exist,
Is the karma already triumphing over everything?
I realize the greatness of the God.

I am just a traveler,
Travel all around the world He created,
I lost, I omitted and I suffered,
In your world finding love and happiness,
Maybe this is faith that I’ll live alone,

Your sweet promise keeps haunting me,
Your sweet tenderness keeps embrace me,
How vindictive you are to me,
How could you do this to me,
You hurt me but you act like nothing happen,
Am I your doodle that you can do anything that you want?

I don’t know why such thing happen,
I don’t know why all this burdening me,
I don’t know why I’ve been picked to face all this,
But,
Everything that happened I face it dauntlessly,
Maybe my faith already stated,
That I have to go through all this,
I face this with endurance and fortitude,
And I know and realize the greatness of the God…




-Me-

The sound of the rain

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain.
Talking to my heart and trying to explain.
Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been.
Yes I do think about you, every now and then.

The exactness indeed

When Faith walks around,
Faith fall into the stream deep down,
Faith found Hope crying,
When Hope sees Faith, Hope smiling.

Faith holds Hope’s hand,
Waiting for the help been send,
Faith know Hope has been sent from above,
And Hope giving Faith love.

Faith living in here own world,
Hope prepare Faith to be mould,
Faith blissful with the changing,
Because Hope is Faith’s everything.

One day Faith been told,
Faith is not the only Hope’s gold,
Faith cannot stand from cry,
Everything Faith feels getting dry.

Faith can only pray to God,
Accepting Hope’s deeds with a nod,
Faith only wants to stay blissful,
Hoping their future will be wonderful.




-Me-

Cinta Sejati

aku jatuh cinta padamu
sejak pertama kita bertemu
diam munghuni relung hati
kau tak pernah perduli

tuhan mengapa kau anugerahkan
cinta yang tak
mungkin tuk bersatu
kau yang telah lama ku cintai
ada yang memiliki

cinta sejati
tak akan pernah mati
selalu menghiasi
ketulusan cinta ini

jalan hidup telah membuat kita
harus senantiasa bersama
lewati segala suka duka
tiada cinta bicara

dan kau selalu
hanya diam membisu
meskipun kau tau
betapa dalam cinta ku
aku jatuh cinta padamu



-Ari Lasso-

Welcome and farewell of the remorseful day

I’ve done everything,
Still there’s lack of something,
But there’s no turning back,
And I don’t want my heart crack.

I’m not pretending,
I don’t tolerate with hypocrite,
You are the reason of my living,
This is why my love to you is concrete.

I know I’m being nice to you,
Because you’re nice to me either,
Don’t ask me to haul it back from you,
And I don’t ask you to repay it later.

I hate saying sorry,
Because it wont make me glory,
I just want to see your smile,
This is truth and I won’t lie.

You tried so hard not to make me hurt,
But you already put my heart dirt,
Seeing you with her make me cry,
You are the one who’ll make me die,

I’ve tried so hard to look happy,
Even though inside me it’s gloomy,
I just don’t want you to worry,
It’s because I hate ruining our love story.

No ones can scrutinize me inside,
If they do its like put themselves dynamite,
No one can ever stand like I did,
It’s because my love to you is not a bid.




-Me-

When I look at you

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.

Yeah when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know I'm not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I look at you.
I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.



-Miley Cyrus-

You're everything to me

You sow the greatest feeling inside,
You scatter it neatly,
You drill it with love till the deepest room of it,
I feel like I’m on top of the world,
Let me stay this way till the end,
Let me fly freely with you,
Because,
You already touch me inside,
You already melt me in your gentle palm,
You already bright my dark,
You already find my track back,
You are everything to me,
And I hope I’m everything to you too…




-Me-

You lost me

I am done
Smoking gun
We've lost it all
The love is gone

She has won
Now its no fun
We've lost it all
The love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected,
And somehow you left me neglected

We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried
Oh, how we cried
Oh, we lost ourselves
The love has died

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Oh, I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Cause babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry
And we were sweet
Oh, but you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected,
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Oh babe, you lost me



-Christina Aguilera-

Speaking of a devil

The day getting gloomy,
I just want the sunny,
Please light up my days,
I think too much until my hair grey.

The horrific things keep happen,
Those things make my experience ripen,
You make me spinning around,
But I keep it from drowning down.

When I close my eyes I see you,
When I open my eyes I want you,
Is this what we call insanity?
Because my love to is infinity.

I know this is tragic,
But for me it’s magic,
It happens to fast,
And I hope it won’t last.

When the devil start to speak,
Automatically I’m being weak,
I try my best to throw all the negative feeling,
But sometimes I can’t help myself from falling.




-Me-

A lost of a happy life

Mime as a puppet,
Almost not being it yet,
When the day comes,
You can call me dumb.

Living in fear,
So does tears,
How can it stop?
My heart already drops.

Being your mistress,
It makes me stress,
Promise everything we go through,
Because I do love you,

Is this a battle?
You put me in a bottle,
Even though you’re not mention,
It seems I’m as an auction.

I hear the devil’s call,
Automatically make me fall,
I know the time has arrive,
Waiting for me to arise.

The sky turns dark,
Wish for that luck,
I want you near,
To banish my tear.

I lay myself down,
But I look like a clown,
Feed me with love,
So that I won’t drown.




-Me-

Happy Ending

This is the way you left me, I’m not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory, no happy ending,
This is the way that we love, like its forever,
Then live the rest of our life but not together.

Thousand of things stuck with aspersion,
Act as if there’s nothing happen,
The sacrifices already surrender,
But the love inside won’t ever gets slender.

The hardest story comes with patience,
One day God will repay the balance,
No need to blame faith that been carve,
But for sure it will leave a scar.

If anything that had write to be come about,
Wish I can always be near you to blow it out,
Just want to see the smile on your face,
Because from the first day it make me amaze.

I’m totally not the greatest God,
But I can feel my path with you on the board,
Day by day it’s getting annoying,
Is there no happy ending?



-Me-

Steadfastly in spite of difficulties

Am I dim-witted?
Happy with what you created?
Laugh of it sweetheart,
Because it won’t last.

I’ve put 200% plucky on us,
Please don’t deal with that fuss,
Why you should blend it with shit?
I just want our relation to get fit.

I’m tired with the nonsense crap,
We can only make others glad,
But why we aren’t happy?
Because we let our needs pass away.

Seasons are changing,
But my love stays living,
I’ll never chuck you away,
I bet you can do it simply.

This is what I call love,
Vanishing myself until I burst,
All I do is to make your life easy,
I’m damaging myself to follow the breezy.

How long can I be this patience?
I manage to follow all your motion,
Keeping it down inside before it ruptures,
Because you make it fracture.

Stop slapping superfluous thing,
Because my heart already sting,
Just stay and love me like you always did,
Let me try to swallow the whole nip.

Being my own self is damn hard,
I keep hearing the annoying blared,
I just want a tranquil serene with the love one,
Lastly I ended up being thrown by bun.



-Me-

Silly love song

All you need is love,
It’s celibate like a dove,
There’s no need to pay,
You just follow the lead way.

I would like to know,
How’s our love flow,
Is it shines like a glow?
So that no one can ever blow.

They said that love is silly,
But we already fall deeply,
But why you act gutlessly?
Isn’t it because my love is creepy?

We start at a wedding and just need a week,
And suddenly everything getting freak,
Everybody envy in everything we make,
We don’t care and we don’t need a break.

Suddenly you acting weird and odd,
I just can only hardly pray to God,
You already choose your own pathway,
And you leave me dying on the alleyway.

Now I agree with them,
I give them 100% grand,
They say love is silly fool,
But remember heart isn’t a tool.

This is a great feeling,
It is not a stupid calling,
I’ve been truthful for all this while,
But you stomp my head with hard tiles.

Thank you for accepting the way I am,
I’m glad and happy because you are my man,
Now I already see our love in a different sight,
You said you love me because you don’t want to fight.

I appreciate everything that you’ve done,
Do thankful in everything I’ve gave when I’m gone,
I promise that you in my heart forever,
And yes it won’t fade and die away, never.




-Me-

I’m not a superwoman

When the sun rise at the corner,
I realize that I already be a loner,
I’ve tried not to open my eyes,
But I can’t pretend to accept the lies.

I want to prepare every single meal for you,
And I want the best especially for you,
I want to greet you with warmest morning kiss,
So that when you go to work I won’t miss.

Everything you are is everything to me,
I give you everything without any fee,
I just want to be inside your core,
And I could not ask for more.

I don’t even want to make you down,
But remember that I’m not your clown,
My love to you is superbly infinity,
Nevertheless I stand with my dignity.

Once in a month you have to go,
Leaving me behind with feeling down low,
I keep push myself to smile,
It is because we’re thousand miles.

Every time you go I’ll cry,
I feel like I want to die,
Today I manage to keep the tears,
Because I don’t want to live with fear.

I’ve tried so many ways every day,
I do all this because I want to stay,
All the loves inside is just for 1 man,
But remember that I’m not a superwoman.




-Me-

TABAH

I am freaking worry!

Where are you?

Gosh!

Audacity or stupid

I’ve been watching the whole thing,
You can’t even make me soothing,
I’ve surrender everything,
But you give me nothing.

I surpass my life just to be with you,
And I’m scrutiny what will you do,
Your heart is hard like been glue,
Should I just moo?

You said that you are a vengeance person,
I know from beginning you’ll left me lonesome,
I keep trying my luck because I need you,
The day will comes which you’ll make me blue.

I put totally blame on the cupid,
Because he shows me to be stupid,
Our love story getting rapid,
That is why he cut a bit.

You’re going far away from me,
You make me blind to see,
Thanks for the memory that you instill,
One day I’ll give you the bill.

I still stand patiently here near you,
I don’t know why I still do this to you,
When will this thing stop?
It is because I can’t keep myself from drop.



-Me-

Thump me downward

The galosh already comes to thirst,
Out of sudden he approaches first,
While the wind blow the ashes,
What's more vestiges the great smashes.

There will comes the better future,
Clearly I will show you the nurture,
Even though it used to be fracture,
It edifies us to be more mature.

I note down this as an advice,
Everything happens has it owns price,
Don’t swivel too much dice,
It’s because you might end all the lies.

Don’t you think our love life is tragic?
It happens more than catastrophic,
Hitherto I keep searching the logic,
But yet still I’m waiting for the magic.

Nothing will change your mind,
Albeit I try to turn back time,
The only thing left for me is to mime,
The wound hurt like you squeeze the lime.

Every day the strong wind blow,
I keep running this down low,
I will never to put it as a No,
Because I trust my heart who say so.



-Me-

Hope you happy now







-Me-

Give You Back

I need to know if you were real
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now

I want to give you back
I want to give you back
Somewhere out of here
I want to give you I want to give you
I want to give you back

I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now

That's enough
Just talking about it
I don't mind I don't mind no I
Laugh enough
Just dreaming about it

I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn




-Vertical Horizon-

Deleted

For him,
It’s already over.
For me,
I stay till my last breath.
Like I used to promise before,
And I strongly keep my promise.
It all goes by so fast
And hell yeah the nightmare take forever
While the great night don’t ever seem to last,
Is that fair?
Don’t ask me.
You have the answer.




-Me-

Forfeit in your game

When I did wrong,
You judge me.
You put no to the arbitration.
When you did wrong,
I just let it be.
You know why?
Because I cant stand myself from making you sad.

I never think in reciprocate what ever you’ve done to me,
Never.
It just you cant accepts what I’m telling you.
You need time.
The time that may make you guys deeper,
While you’re faraway from me.
I give what ever you want.
It just,
The sacrifice that I’ve done doesn’t seem look enough for you.

Sorry.
I’ve done my best.



-Me-

Wholly crap!

I thought within these two days of my disappearance,
You’ll miss me much.
You’ll think about me every single second like I did.
But I’m totally wrong.
You’re happy with her.
It’s kinda like I’m giving you guys’ time to rekindle back the lost love.
Have a pleasure love, hun ,
A pleasure love on the other’s hurt feeling, down and aggravated.
Congratulation

-Me-

The Truth is Out There

I’ve checked your page.
There you are.
A picture of you and your girlfriend.
Now I know.
Now I realize.
Everything is just apart of your act.
You pretended that you care for me.
But the truth is you love seeing me hurt.

* Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that’s alright because i love the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because i love the way you lie.

Dear hun,
You are a great actor.
You manage to play game with my heart.
Now,
I’ve become conscious that you are just like the others.
I thought you’re different.
But you are not.
The person that I love the most bashes my heart the whole time.
Thanks.




-Me-

Black

I ruining my own life because of you








-Me-

A slap across the face

When guy asked if we are okay
and
we say, ‘I’m fine,’
Totally we’re lying!
Truth is we are not fine but we rather keep peace or want the guy to just automatically sense something is wrong.
Yes, we expect men to be mind readers.

The Laconic Mirth

Today I become a baby girl,
I’m struggle to walk slowly,
Even though I keep stumble,
I will stand and continue doing my thing.

Today I become a teenager girl,
Thousand of ignorant things that I’ve done,
I don’t care what others tittle-tattle behind me,
Because I’m happy being in my own humanity.

Today I become an adult,
I see the world beyond my eyes could see,
I choose everything for my own good sake,
That is why I’m still standing beside you.

Today I become someone’s girlfriend,
I pour everything that I have to him,
It’s not because I’m terrified of him,
But he should be given the unsurpassed turnout.

Today I become accountable to him,
My day is to make him in high spirits,
I won’t ever let him down,
Because I know the hurt and the wound.

Together,
No matter what happens,
I’ll be ready in every single thing with you,
You are my partner,
You are my lover,
You are my other-half,
You are my very best friend,
And to let you know that my heart beats just for you,
Once you step away,
My heart stops beating…

I promise you this…
I promise to cherish your life,
I promise to stop pushing you,
I promise to be besides you,
I promise to make you smile,
I promise to be the best lady that you ever had,
I promise to wait for you till the end of my life,
And…
I promise you me…




-Me-

Nurture of a relationship.

My life begins when I meet you,
You make me say I do,
You appear and walk into my life,
And change everything being nice.

I am sure that I already show the real me,
I can’t lie and I can’t pretend to be a ruby,
Because I want you to accept me the way I am,
I don’t conceal myself under a great lamp.

I could pledge to be besides you,
And surely to make you blue,
But I can’t pledge not to give up,
Because I’m not optimistic enough.

We keep belligerent on the same thing,
Every night we hurt each others feeling,
I can’t stand this and I keep pray to my God,
Praying and hoping that He can put a dot.

I lay my heart in the palm of your hands,
It because I capitulate myself to you not lend,
I just want you to be concerned for it,
Because I know I am just like a squib.




-Me-

Jen & Angie

-Me-

A great middle finger

If I’ve been given chance to travel back time,
I would like to travel on the year of 2006.
I just want to raise my middle finger,
And say hi to the new heartthrob.



-Me-

Wake Up!

Hey!
We met just now.
Luckily you wake up early and you come and fetch me up.
I miss you bunch!
I really mean it.
We have our puff.
We have our great time together.
We attend towards our needs.
We have a splendid night without interruption from others.
I feel like the world is ours.

Hey!
Stop pinching me!
It’s hurt!
STOP!
S.T.O.P idiot!

Kedebush!
Boom!
Duk!

Damn!
It’s not tonight.
It happens last night.
And another 2 nights back.
So tonight???
Nah.
It is just my dream.
Wake up!



-Me-

Sparkling the up-to-the-minute sunlight hours

The queen bee spreading its wings,
Knowing that she will be stings,
She still follows the flow,
Because she knows she can’t bow.

The queen bee trying her best,
Trying to make the love last,
It won’t because of lust,
But it all because of promise to make it must.

The queen bee feels like they’re far,
The fasting month doesn’t make them mar,
But the feeling inside getting low,
The path she create already getting slow.

The queen bee’s heart still full with his name,
Nobody’s should be blame,
She willing to suffer the endurance,
It already stated since her existence.

The queen bee just wants to live a normal life,
Flying without others throwing her dice,
She wants to love and being love,
And that is why she was sent from above.

The unfair life making the queen bee anguish,
Thousands obstacles aim her even when she eat sandwich,
She’s not that strong like others see her,
She just wants the male bee to sit near.

Now the queen bee is dreadful under the weather,
The bad nuisance making her feels like to meet the maker,
She can only urge that she can have some time,
To tell him that she’ll wait for him until him dim.




-Me-

Do you really ♥ me?

Dilema Cinta

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bila kau tak inginkan ku tuk disisimu

tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

A dreadful nuisance

A beautiful butterfly flies around the park,
Suddenly she sees a great spark,
She comes near to see the glow,
And here come her life flow.

The butterfly follows her heart,
Just to ensure she’ll won’t live apart,
Butterfly also needs happiness,
Delightfulness being with him even it a mess.

One fine morning,
Butterfly hears a ding,
She promises to make him happy,
And won’t ever make him drippy.

The butterfly flies merrily in the dark,
She just wants to try her luck,
He grabs her hand and holds it tightly,
While the love inside getting deeply.

As the butterfly flies around with him,
Suddenly she fell into a deep stream,
Leaving him flying behind,
But the butterfly already grind.

He flies with the new butterfly,
Send-off the old beautiful butterfly,
The wretchedness cannot be control,
And the butterfly was been throw by a metal bowl.

Now the butterfly’s wing already broken,
It has been taken,
The butterfly paralyzes,
It won’t be able to fly anymore with anyone else.




-Me-

2.00 a.m

I’m trying so hard to dump you.
But I can’t.
I feel like I’m on my last legs.
I’m dying.
I don’t know what else I should do.
I’m sorry about last night.
I don’t know why I do such thing.

Stupid.
Yes it is.
For your information,
I don’t have any intense to make you worry.
I just want you to live your life happy and blissful with her.
I’m not apart of it at all.
I’m being like this because of you…
Because I love you.

I realized that hun…
I’m not that strong.
You know why I’m being sturdy?
Because I have you besides me.

Hun…
I don’t ask much.
I just want you.
To be with me forever.

I’m nothing to you.
Right?
I’m just a black dot who already dotting your canvas.
I’m just a cat who come and goes whenever you call and need me.
I’m just a pack of your Mitragyna speciosa korth,
You’ll have me when you want to ease yourself,
Then,
You’ll leave me when you feel spanking new.
It’s hurt…

I’m sorry.
If you feel what I feel,
You’ll know…
And I bet you can’t…



-Me-

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Kill time

Yes, waiting is chastised but there still have its own sweetness. But yet I’m still waiting until I can convince myself that ‘he’ is not my other half.





-Me-

♥♥♥

-Me-

The crank personality

This is not a contest,
I’m not going to pick the best,
There’s neither loser nor winner,
Just tell me that I’m not a dreamer.

This is not a game,
There’s no one who should be blame,
We already drown in this merry-go-round,
But I’m the one who suffer in those wound.

This is apart of our life,
And surely we should be proud,
You know why?
Because we are in heaven my oh my.

This is half way of our journey,
We don’t care people call us barmy,
Since we doing everything together,
I just want to live with you forever.

This feeling cannot be stop,
Because now we’re on top,
Why should everyone envy with us?
We don’t even steal their bus.

This is what I called sincerity,
I show you to the entire city,
I am not averse screening you besides me,
Because you had stole the heart in me.

This is what I called first love,
You don’t wear any glove,
This is because I put 100% trust,
And you make my life blast.

There are thousands obstacle in front,
We’re holding hand together even though we can’t,
It’s all because of the great love inside,
And we know in no other way it won’t bite.




-Me-

Wilt pallid petals

A cherish blossom emerge,
Now it’s like the blossom already diverse,
Where does it go?
Is it been buried under the down low?

The blossom relish when the bug is near,
Waiting for the bug step on the next gear,
But the bug taut on the same spot,
Is it waiting for the blossom to put a dot?

Bug flies away to its dreamland,
Leaving blossom cleaning its own pants,
Pledge that it will take blossom to bliss,
Suddenly blossom heart is pleased.

Abruptly come to the mind of the pallid blossom,
Saying that it want to eat dim-sum,
Swiftly everyone think,
Maybe the time will come to its ding.

Today the petals already wilt on the ground,
Finding glue to match it back around,
Everything is just a waste of time,
The only thing left is the blossom can only mime.

The bug still luxuriate itself there,
Forgetting the blossom who come to death,
Closing it eyes while the petal wilt,
Blossom can’t stand being weak.

The story of this wilts pallid petals coming to end,
It just don’t want the bug making her dam,
Blossom life getting pale,
It’s all because of the bug male.



-Me-

A colossal invoke

My dear almighty,
My fortitude is getting lesser day by day,
My life turns upside down,
I’m getting weaker gradually,
I’m afraid if there’s no tomorrow for me,
And I’m afraid if I don’t have much time,
To seek for forgiveness,
To ask for happiness,
To see his smile,
And to tell him that I love him so much.



-Me-

Agree with this!

"Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more."
~ Erica Jong

Tunggang-langgang

Kau kata kau sangat sayangkan aku,
Kau kata kau sangat cintakan aku,
Tapi,
Kebenarannya,
Kau juga sayang kan dia,
Kau juga cinta kan dia.

Kau pandai menipu,
Tapi kau tak boleh menipu aku,
Walaupun aku tahu kau juga banyak menipu aku,
Tapi aku butakan mata hati aku,
Kau tahu kenapa?
Kerna aku cinta kau.

Kau tak pernah mencuba untuk tinggalkan dia,
Apatah lagi menunjukkan kewujudan aku,
Bukan kerna kau takut,
Bukan kerna kau kasihan,
Bukan kerna kau simpati,
Tapi,
Kerna kau sayangkan dia,
Sayang kau dekat dia tak sehebat cinta aku terhadap kau,
Segala ayat-ayat kau kepada aku hanya lah dusta,
Kau memperkotak-katikkan perasaan aku,
Ia bukan patung,
Jauh sekali barang permainan,
Ini perasaan,
Perasaan cinta aku yang tulus.

Kau pernah kata aku unik,
Bagi aku,
Unik sekadar untuk dipandang,
Bukan untuk dimiliki,
Kalau benar kau cinta aku seperti mana yang kau sering katakan,
Kau akan berusaha mendapatkan aku,
Kau akan berusaha mengejar aku,
Tapi,
Aku bukan berlari,
Aku berjalan seiring dengan kau.

Aku kecewa.
Sangat kecewa.
Aku kecewa kerna sampai sekarang kau masih menipu aku,
Aku bukan budak tadika 4 tahun,
Aku mampu berfikir,
Tapi,
Aku menyekat segala input,
Kau tahu kenapa?
Kerna aku cinta kau.

Terima kasih,
Kau berjaya buat aku jatuh cinta,
Dan sekaligus kau berjaya bunuh cinta itu,
Kau membuatkan aku benci cinta,
Terima kasih.




-Me-

Excellent things you’ve done

Congratulation!
You are apart of them,
You manage to break my heart again and again,
You’re getting good in deceitful in our relationship,
You’re now know how to cope being a heart-crasher,
And once again,
Congratulation!
You are now going to achieve a degree of killing my true and sincere love towards you.



-Me-

What else??

You are a thief, who has stole my heart,
You are a carpenter, who nailed my heart,
You are a lorry driver, who impinge me bleeding,
You are a clown, who can make me laugh,
But,
I really can’t accept the fact that lay down in front of me,
That,
You are also a cheater, a liar and a pretender.
How could you do this to me!



-Me-

Stake that exist in me

Ku coba bertahan sekuat hati,
Layaknya karang yang dihempas sang ombak,
Jalani hidup dalam buai belaka,
Serahkan cinta tulus didalam takdir…
Tapi sampai kapankah ku harus menanggungnya,
Kutukan cinta ini…
Semua kisah pasti ada akhir,
Yang harus dilalui,
Begitu juga akhir kisah ini,
Yakinku indah…

Aku ingin jadi yang terbaik untuk kau.
Aku ikut setiap perintah kau.
Aku ikut setiap arahan kau.
Bukan kerana aku takut kan kau.
Tapi aku hormat kan kau.
Aku sayang kan kau.
Aku tak nak kau kecewa dengan aku.
Kerna aku tahu setiap perintah kau adalah yang terbaik untukku.

Rasa aku telah kaku,
Sekaku mana pun aku,
Aku tetap setia menunggu,
Walaupun aku sebegini,
Cinta aku tulus,
Cinta ini terlalu agung,
Kerna kau raja yang aku sanjung.

Tapi sekarang,
Aku seperti di campak jauh,
Jauh ke lubuk pelusuk dunia,
Terkapai-kapai aku mencari kau,
Sakit, pedih, kecewa,
Hanya aku yang rasa,
Kau?
Kau gembira menghadapi hari-hari kau,
Kenapa?
Kerna kau gembira bersama dia,
Aku?
Menanggung semua cinta kita.

Betulkan aku jika aku salah,
Hentikan aku jika aku tersasar,
Hanya satu pintaku,
Pegang lah pada janji kau,
Janji-janji yang buatkan aku masih bernafas sampai sekarang,
Bernafas walaupun tersekat.




-Me-

The veracity of my life

I know,
I know that I already done a mistake,
But falling in love with you is not a mistake,
It’s a gift,
I gave you whole of my heart,
I gave you my life,
I gave you everything,
And I promise,
I promise to keep my devoted to you,

I’m hoping that you not making all this as an exception,
Please…
Stop hurting me,
I hurt enough,
The wound inside cannot be heal anymore,
I know honey,
I know that your love is not only for me,
I only ask you to think about me for a second,

Try to be in my shoes for a while honey,
Try to feel what I feel for all of this time,
I know we can’t look back,
Because all the things are already happen,
You broke my heart into pieces,
The only person who can fix it is just you,
Everything already comes to pass,
And I love you more than you do,
Yes.
Yes I’m truly, madly and deeply love you.




-Me-

Vindictive of life

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
I know I can’t beat her,
But I want to be with you forever.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
I just can’t live without you anymore,
Without you my life is bore.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
Having you besides me is more than enough,
Because you are my other-half.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
It’s all because the love inside is getting burst,
I just want a happy ending between us.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
You are apart of me now,
I hope that we can exchange the vow.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
I just being myself,
Who’s put you on my first shelf.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
I can’t predict what I am going to be without you besides me,
Because I love you so much till the end of my verve.



-Me-

Wishing star

I gape at the sky every night,
Hoping there is a bright shining star,
Waiting for me to make wishes,
Wishes that I hope will come true.

I used to say that your eyes shining like a star,
And it shines through me,
Even though the star is far and hard to keep in a jar,
But you are always there near me.

If I see a wishing star up in the sky,
I’m truly happy and gratified,
I’m hoping that I’ll be granted with 3 wishes,
Then I closed my eyes and make the wishes.

Upon a wishing star,
I wished I can live my life with you forever,
Having a great commitment with you with our new life,
Without interfere from others.

Upon a wishing star,
I wished I can excel in my life career,
Study till I want to vomit,
And achieve the highest echelon of my knack.

Upon a wishing star,
I wished I can round the world with you,
Appreciate every single second when we’re together,
So that when I’m not around you anymore,
You’ll have the greatest memory ever.

You are that someone special,
Who made quarter of my wish are for you,
You know that you’re exceptional,
Because the other-half of me is you.

I believe in my God,
I believe in miracles,
I believe in destiny and fate,
I believe that I can make a difference,
And I have faith that everything that's happens now,
Somehow provide me with good acumen for my future.



-Me-

Take me and place me near to you

Tonight, I'm flying to HEAVEN!
Thanks Honey...
I love u so much!

The way you...

The taste of your lips makes my heart keeps a beat,
You know you didn’t make me weak,
And I…
Trying my best to make you melt inside,
Cause tonight,
You will feel what I’ve been dying to make you feel,
And I…
Want to make this last forever and ever in my mind,
The way you hold my hand,
The way I kiss your lips,
The taste of your skin,
Now it will remember,
Will last forever,
The way you say I’m cute,
The way you say you love me,
And the way you say you miss me,
Now it will remember,
Will last forever in my mind,
I miss you tonight…
I miss you tonight…
I miss you tonight…
I’ll be waiting for this moment…
I miss you tonight…




-Me-

Love happens

Love happens when…
You can’t stop thinking about him,
Every single time is full with his face,
Every time your cell phone beeping,
You are joggle to distinguish that the text is from him,
When you see or hear his name,
You’ll feel that the world is create for you and him,
The world lights up,
When he smiles,
You smile,
When he laughs,
You laugh,
When he cries,
You cry,
You can feel what he feels,
You can get him out of your mind,
Where as you keep smiling when you want to close your eyes,
What he did today remains forever in you,
When you look at him,
Everything that he done is superbly right,
When you smile at him,
You see his lips asking you to kiss him,
When you touch him,
You can get the feeling,
Feeling like you never think off,
And this is love…
This is how love happens…




-Me-

A part of the reason’s list

The smell of your body loiter in me,
The taste of your kiss is killing me,
These are a part of the reason happen to be,
That I will always keep near me.

The sound of your voice eavesdrop on my ears,
The soothingly feel of your hands linger around me,
These impinge on me in many ways,
And I bet you could never comprehend.

You gave me love from deep inside you,
Everyday you can make me feel blue,
While the peace in your eyes seeking for me,
Both manage to make me feel comfortable.

You are a gift that sent to me,
I appreciate what He create you to be,
And I just can feel,
That you and me are meant to be.




-Me-

11 Hours

11 hours,
I’m happy being besides you,
Accompany you driving,
We talk,
We drink,
We eat,
We smile,
We laugh,
We gag,
We do everything together.

11 hours,
You listened to my lame story,
You give fed back with nodding your head,
You laugh when I do those stupid jokes,
You fondle my hair gently so that I can sleep well,
You wipe my tears with your docile fingers,
You hold my hand tightly to keep me feel safe,
You worried when I have a bad headache,
You knead my head and neck just to ensure I feel more contented,
All these are the best memory you disseminate in me.

11 hours,
Having you by my side making me more tender,
I feel myself better,
I tell that you are the last guy in my life to my mother,
So that after this she won’t bothers,
I just want us to be together,
Like you said…
That we are destined to meet each other…

Please…
Please hold on to your words,
Please embrace on your promise,
I don’t ask much,
It’s because I love you bunch.




-Me-

Give up?

I tak nak kecewakan parent you and i tak nak kecewakan you.

Honey...
From your phrase, you already show that you are giving up on our relation.
Everything doesn't look fine for us kan?
Everything that I've done is not enough right?

I'm not strong enough to handle all this.
Just let me hold to our love till my last breathe.
Thanks Hun...
Thanks a lot.

Bila rasa ini rasamu

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
Dan tak pernah ku sesali itu
Seluruh jiwa telah kuserahkan
Menggenggam janji setiaku

Ku mohon jangan jadikan semua ini
Alasan kau menyakitiku
Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku
Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti

Bila rasaku ini rasamu
Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya
Terhianati cinta yang kau jaga
Coba layangkan kembali
Betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih
Semua telah terjadi

Aku memang terlanjur mencintamu

Eternally love

Awak…
Kemana-mana saja kita pergi bersama.
Masa saya penuh dengan awak.
Awak sangat penting dalam hidup saya.
Penting macam kucing perlukan makanan untuk hidup.
Ya.
Saya tao awak suka kucing.
Sebab tu saya samakan dengan kucing.

Awak…
Setiap masa kita bersama.
Saya rasa sangat gembira.
Saya suka tengok awak ketawa besar.
Tune radio guna kaki.
Memang cari maut.
Tapi sekadar mao tunjuk jari.

Awak…
Awak bukan sejenis beban yang berjenama Gucci di bahu saya.
Awak juga bukan kain tebal berjenama Channel yang membalut tubuh saya dari panas dan sejuk.
Awak juga bukan pengalas kaki berjenama Roberto Cavalli nun jauh di bawah.
Awak juga bukan wangian berjenama Vera Wang yang disembur setiap kali saya lepas mandi.
Dan awak sememangnya bukan ikatan berjenama Chopard di pergelangan tangan saya.
Tapi…
Awak adalah awak.
Awak adalah semuanya untuk saya.
Luar dan dalam.

Awak…
Kadang-kadang awak tak sedar.
Awak tak sedar yang saya tak penah lepas dari pandang awak.
Awak tahu kenapa?
Sebab saya takut saya tak dapat pandang awak lagi esok.

Awak…
Awak tahu apa yang saya harap setiap kali buka mata?
Berharap agar ada mesej dari awak.
Walaupun awak tak romantik, tapi awak sweet.
Apa saja yang awak buat, awak mesej, sudah cukup buat saya tidak berpijak di bumi yang nyata.

Awak…
Saya takut.
Saya takut kehilangan awak.
Tapi saya sedar.
Ini masalah yang saya cari.
Masalah yang membebani diri.
Saya juga tak minta semua ini terjadi.
Saya bukan Tuhan untuk menghalang semua ni.

Awak…
Saya harap pilihan saya adalah yang tepat.
Tuhan sentiasa ada tunjukkan saya jalan.
Walaupun saya berjalan bengkang bengkok.
Tapi saya tahu.
Hati saya terhadap awak lurus dan tulus.

Awak…
Jika suatu hari nanti saya pergi.
Pergi dan takkan kembali.
Saya nak awak tahu.
Yang saya sayang awak.
Saya cinta awak
Saya halalkan semuanya.
Dan saya maafkan awak dari hari pertama kita jumpa sampai sekarang.




-Me-

You

Just because I,
And I will always love you,
I only can't help,
Loving you...

How wonderful life is now,
You're in the world,
You're besides me,

You're my everything...



-Me-

You appear in my dream

When I saw him walking down the street,
I didn't know what to say,
You're face were glowing,
You're eyes were shining,
You're smile was so kind
Once I saw you,
I wanted you to be mine...

Maybe I don't have the sweet smile you like
Maybe I don't have eyes like the sky
Maybe I don't know how to communicate with others
Maybe I don't wear the proper attire that you like
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you what love means

Now,
We’re in love
The things that I know is you love me
And I love you bunch
I willingly to explore the world with you
I willingly to experience my life together with you
I splurge my tears just to be besides you
And I swear that I can show you what love means…



-Me-

The truth for tonight

Rasa diri aku sangat kecil

Rasa diri aku sangat kerdil

Rasa diri aku sangat lemah

Im trapped in a wonderful scene that i create.

And I'm holding on what my best friend say...

If he really wants you, he will somehow get you

i love u so much.



-Me-

Permintaan kecil yang bermakna.

Terima kasih sebab terima aku dalam hidup kau.
Terima kasih sebab layan aku sama seperti seorang permaisuri.
Terima kasih sebab sentiasa ada bersama aku.
Terima kasih sebab bertahan dengan perangai aku.
Apa pun yang telah kau buat,
Aku cinta kau ibarat laila dan majnun.
Tapi…
Hanya satu yang kerap bermain dalam kotak pemikiran aku.
Sampai bila…
Sampai bila kau akan layan aku macam ni?
Sampai bila kau akan angkat aku sebagai permaisuri?
Sampai bila kau akan menahan diri melayan karenah aku?
Sampai bila kau boleh berada di setiap penjuru hidup aku?

Sakit hati…
Ya.
Sangat sakit hati kalau aku fikir apa yang akan jadi.
Aku bakal akan jadi kerepek ubi?
Nah!
Tak mungkin!
Mungkin aku bakal jadi sport car yg remuk akibat accident.
Mungkin aku akan jadi rumah yang hangus terbakar.
Ya.mungkin.
Kemungkinan yang bakal terjadi selepas kebenaran menunjukkan dirinya di pojok senja.

Aku juga ingin menjadi seperti satelit.
Memancarkan kasih sayang kepada kau di seluruh pelusuk lubang yg kau ada.
Aku ingin menjadi hujan.
Mencurah cinta dan sayang atas kepala dan diri kau.
Aku ingin menjadi udara.
Agar kau dapat menyedut aku masuk ke dalam diri kau.
Aku ingin menjadi matahari.
Supaya kau sentiasa sihat setelah terima vitamin dari cahaya yang aku beri.

Hanya satu pintaku…
Percaya lah aku.
Percaya bahawa aku juga mampu memberi kau surga dunia.
Aku mampu membuat kau terbang di awan tanpa menjejak kaki di bumi lagi.

Hidup aku terlalu sesak dan lemas dengan kau.
Aku gembira aku mati.
Aku mati dalam tangan kau.
Aku dah biasa hari-hari aku dengan kau.
Jangan rampas kau dari aku.

Tolong.




-Me-

My everything

You’re the first thing I think of,
Every single time when I open my eyes,
You’re the last thing I think of,
Every time I close my eyes.

You are everything that I want,
You be your own self when you’re with me,
I’m glad that you show your true color,
And I can know u better.

Day after day our love getting strong,
My love would never be wrong,
Because of this I thank my God,
Thanks for sending me my lord.

I wouldn’t do a thing to hurt you,
Neither a thing that may irritate you,
It because I care for you so much,
And I love you bunch.



-Me-

I’ll stand by you

I hate seeing your seething face,
I’ll make everything just to make you amaze,
I love your smile,
Because of that I can drive thousand miles.

I can read your facial expression,
I don’t need you to mention,
Everything happen just let me know,
Because I hate being low.

I love you bunch,
Until I can’t munch,
No matter what had happen to you,
I’ll stand by you.



-Me-

The guardian angel of mine

When I first saw him,
I distinguish that he can make me dim,
I knew that God sent me the guardian angle from heaven,
And my heart is given.

His smile can take my breathe away,
His laugh can nudge my heart everyday,
I never feel like this before,
And I love him more and more.

He promised to bring me to the moon,
Besides moon, stars suddenly loom,
This is the pleasure of our romance,
And I’m waiting for us to dance.

I have a wonderful love song,
Surely I want you to sing along,
It’s all about our life together,
That promise to be forever.

With you, there’s nothing to resist,
The irresistible is persist,
You accept me no matter what,
And I love you with all of my heart.

Thanks God for sending me the greatest gift,
You make my life and my heart in glee,
I love you for thousands reasons,
And one thing is sure, having you is the luckiest day ever.




-Me-

You and me forever

You’re in my dreams,
You’re in my thoughts,
You’re always there in my belief,
You’re the reason why I’m being here,
You’re my motivation in living the life in future,
You’re the raison d'être of my happiness,
You’re more than my friends,
You’re more than my enemy,
You’re more than someone special in my life,
You’re more than anything in every single way,
I be in love with you,
No matter what will happen,
It won’t ever shred us apart,
Because you and me forever,
And we stay until the closing stages.



-Me-

I do

Slap on the wrist of waiting

16 hours,
Waiting like on my last legs,
Proud of the sky-scraping patient,
How can you countenance this?
I miss you so much,
I can’t portray the longing feeling,
If you can feel it,
You won’t believe the intense of it,
Bet that you won’t manage to handle it,
The one who’s suffer is me,
Still,
I’m waiting,
Waiting for tomorrow to come,
Please keep your promise,
Promise that you won’t ever leave me,
Promise that you won’t forget bout me,
Promise that you love me what ever will happen next,
And why I’m still here?
Because,
The reasons of your promise…




-Me-

A short notice

I can’t sleep,
I can’t even eat,
Waiting for the phone ring,
Abruptly half of my body is dying,
While you’re contented there,
I’m suffering here,
The uneasy feeling covered all around me,
How can I run from it?
But I manage to swathe it,
The audacious inside is too strong,
Too strong to be knock down,
Suddenly my hand phone beeping,
You make my temperature reheat.



-Me-

Dear love…

I miss you so much,
I can’t breathe when I know that you’re not around,
I can’t sleep when I know that you’re not with me,
I can’t eat when I know you’re not there to finish my meal,
I can’t smile even though you’re smiling there,
I can’t pay any attention,
I can’t give any direction,
I can’t even hear your name being mention,
My life mourn,
How can I stop the uneasy inside?
How can I impede the pressure in me?
How can I obstruct the sadness from penetrate within?
God…
I miss you…
I miss you so much…



-Me-

Waiting for you

As I look into your eyes,
I know there’s truth,
But I’m afraid if there’s still have some lies,
That may hurt me which I want it to loath.

I wonder if you’ll ever think about me,
I don’t want this thing to be,
No one else will ever complete me,
Like what u did to me.

I always said that your eyes is like a star,
It shining brightly towards me,
Now I’m looking at the bright shining star,
Wondering you’ll miss me.

Without you by my side,
I’m holding on with all that I’ve got,
Even though my body feeble,
But my heart is not.

No matter how far we are,
No matter how much space between us,
I’m waiting for you until I’m flare,
Even though the day already dusk.

I tried to be happy because I know you’re happy,
But deep inside I’m so unhappy,
I just want to tell you that I love you,
More than everyone could ever love you.

There’s thousands obstacles in front of us,
I’m willing to elapse it together with you,
I always there in your heart,
And surely you are there in mine too.

I’ll be waiting for you here,
I won’t ever disappear,
No matter what we’re going through,
I can’t lose and I love you.




-Me-

No doubt on me

Do not doubt how much I like you,
I know that God create me for you,
From the first time we met,
I promise that you won’t ever regret.

Do not doubt how much I sacrifice for you,
I left everything behind because I want to be with you,
There’s no other important thing need to be hide,
Rather than being with you by my side.

Do not doubt how much I care for you,
I willingly to do anything for you,
To ensure everything are delightfully,
So it will be learn by heart endlessly.

Do not doubt how much I miss you,
Every single second I count to be with you,
Even though the time is getting slender,
We appreciate it when we’re together.

Do not doubt how much I need you,
I’m always thinking about you,
Optimist that you’ll be besides me everlastingly,
And we’re getting old together like Noah and Ally.

Do not doubt how much I love you,
I have given my heart to you,
I have given my life too,
And appreciate me like I did to you.





-Me-

Surreptitious consign

I need a surreptitious consign,
A place to throw the unneeded feelings,
A place where nobody knows,
A place where others can’t find me,
I just need a space to cry,
A seclusion place so that no ones can laugh at me,
So that I won’t embarrass my own self,
Will somebody help me



-Me-

The sad story

Every night I fall asleep,
Thinking that you won’t ever leave me,
I want every second,
You’re always besides me.

Until I wake up,
The first thing I do is text you,
I wish I could have you,
Have you next to me.

I fight with the feeling inside,
Fight from not getting too deep,
But I can’t help it,
It’s already cavernous.

I’m hurt,
I don’t ask too much,
I just need you,
Your love,
Like I did to you.

This is the hardest thing that I do,
It’s comes naturally,
The love inside is just for you,
But I know,
You’re split to two,
Even though I’m hurt inside,
I want you to know that,
I always love you.




-Me-

I miss you

Here the feeling so down,
I hate when you’re not around,
Whenever we’re distant away,
I know this love is real.

You’re my second half,
And this is not a bluff,
You play important role in me,
Without you,
I’m paralyse.

My love for you is strong,
My nights seems too long,
I don’t care with others says,
I just want to be with you everyday.

I miss u so much,
I can’t stand being this 5 minute away,
Everyday I hope and pray,
Where ever I go,
What ever I say,
What ever life brings me,
You are there besides me.



-Me-

Hurt. Yes it is.

Your mine,
And surely I’m yours,
We were just fine,
Until one night,
One night that changes my mind.

It went so fast,
I’m too touch,
You make my day blast,
And you also can make it crash.

The night was too hasty,
Like a bullet train surpass
Thousand people horde,
And it is like my wits mass.

I’m too emotional,
Until I hurt my own eyes,
I’m being irrational,
Until the blood tears cries.

What when wrong?
Is that what you think so long?
Why should you pop out that question?
Why should you mention?
Why on earth I need others to change me?
Whereas,
I already have you together by my side.

Why am I so mad?
I hurt so bad,
I don’t have the strength for today,
I wish this hurt would went away,

I can’t lose you,
It’s all because you make me blue,
I trust and love you,
I know you do too.



-Me-

Steal you from the one who love you

I’m stealing you,
It’s all because we’re in love,
We can’t refute the feeling inside,
It’s getting deeper day after day,
Let me show you how I’ll care for you,
Let me show you how I’ll keen for you,
As time goes by,
On tenterhooks that you’ll remain your promise,
Promise to be mine,
Forever.



-Me-

Love me the way I am

Love me the way I am,
All you see is the real me,
How dreadful am I,
How fine am I,
It’s absolutely me,
I don’t hide any of my howlers,
I don’t act like someone else,
I don’t giggle but I laugh widely,
I show my true color,
I can’t be a faker,
I can’t be a pretender,
I just can’t tolerate with plastic,
I’m asking you,
To love me the way I am.



-Me-

Merely you

Your voice shudder my heart,
Your touch tremble me into two,
Your smile quiver me from sluggish,
Your hug tremor my days,
Your kiss giving me exuberant to live,
You changed my life,
You create it to be breathtaking,
Thanks for your existence,
I’m gratifying that you emerge in my life.




-Me-

Stand by me…

My heart keeps beating,
Even though we are together,
The rhythm getting hasty,
You didn’t notice it,
I show it through the magic touch.

You will always hear the enchantment words,
Even though we are far apart,
Albeit we are close,
Every word I enlighten you,
Come from deep inside of my heart.

I’m with you no matter what,
I always stand by you,
I willingly to look after you,
Even you’re sick,
Even you’re ailing,
Even you’re under par,
I’ll be besides you.



-Me-

No Idea why I'm doing this

Why?
I’m a lady,
Even though I am 24,
I’m still a lady who has the feeling,
I want to sulk,
But I don’t have any idea why I’m doing this,
He is busy,
He needs rest,
He needs time to sleep,
However I need him,
I need him to be besides me,
Selfish and egocentric isn’t I?
I will make a grim-faced,
I will sigh loudly,
I will stop making jokes which cheer him up,
I will stop talking to him so that he will feel guilty,
But I choose not to do that,
All because I don’t have the ability to mope,
I’m afraid if the thing will trouble him,
I don’t want him to deal with the hassle,
I pity him because I love him.



-Me-

Could somebody please teach me how to MERAJUK???

I ♥ you...Haiku

Believe it or not,
When the first time I saw you,
You’re the sun who shining at me.

Our eyes speaks,
Fasten it with a covenant,
Pledge to be together until I die.

You’re my umbrella,
Protect me from the sunny day,
And the heavy downpour.

You’re my blood,
Even though low blood pressure,
It still uncontaminated.

You’re my feral butterfly,
Silently attacking my own self,
I can’t fight back because I enjoy it.

You’re my beautiful goose,
You control the whole eating activity,
Like you did to control my feeling.

You’re my Maggie mee,
You are scrumptious to eat,
And totally I’m turn over by you.

You’re my everything,
Fill me with love and worship,
And at last I already addicted to you.




-Me-

Universe bystander

We’ve been entertain by the nature,
We’ve been amuse by the flora and fauna,
We’ve been urging by the cosmos,
We’ve been observing by them,
They are our eyewitnesses,
Witnesses of our true love,
Thanks to you my universe bystander.
Thanks cause helping us,
Helping us to get the vast smooch ever.


-Me-

An epigrammatic lunch

Preliminary,
Accost like customary,
Repartee to ensure a great clause,
Giggle on those shaggy dog story,
Amusing milieu create already.

Succeeding,
Puff the bliss like a great king,
Promise not to hurt her feeling,
Pledge to be forever for the upcoming,
An epigrammatic lunch as the ending.

Last but not least,
“I love you”, she says,
For the first time,
She comes out with that phrase,
Step out from the auto,
And slowly,
He replied the same,
He jolts her heart.
And they wait for the evening to begin.


-Me-

In our day

Who am I to you?
What role am I now in your life?
For all that I’ve done,
Where you want to place me?

I’m just an ordinary lady,
Whose seek for love,
The true love indeed,
And thanks,
You dig it up for me.

We’re metaphors like we depict it to be,
The story of us is catastrophic,
But the tragic in harmony,
And it will remains in me forever.

They don’t know the butterfly in us,
It’s getting crazy everyday,
It happened too fast,
Nevertheless,
The memory won’t last.



-Me-

Chasing Pavement

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
If I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
I know this is love,

But if I tell the world,

I'll never say enough,
'Cause it was not said to you,
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you,

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements,
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place,
Should I leave it there,
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements,
Even if it leads nowhere,


-Adele-

Rules are made to be broken

My heart said no,
My mind said no,
My spirit said no too,
But my sensitivity said yes…
I can’t help myself from keeping the distance,
Trying so hard to go far away,
Being outlying from you mar me,
Hurt…
Unintentionally ruckus our worship,
Aberrant in distressing others,
The rules already change,
With all of my heart,
I love you.



-Me-

Dear God...

God...
Please...
Please take me close to you,
I rather die than being hurt like this,
It’s throbbing every inch of me.
And yes,
It’s too hurt


-Me-

LOVE...

It can be acronym and it can be the feeling that someone suffer…

L stands for leaning to each other.

Like us now.

You always there when I need u…

You always besides me in whatever I’m done…

O stands for obfuscate.

We clarify the meaning of love in a simple word.

For both of us, our love is lunacy…

V stands for variable.

You try to erratic our motion when we spending time together.

To ensure we had a perfect memory to be remembered.

E stands for endeavor.

Every effort you showed is touchable.

Sometimes it never comes across my mind.

It impresses me.

The vow that we made,

My heart, my body and my soul devoted for you.

No matter what,

We always keep our promise of love…





-Me-

Dwelling of an old lady

Dear an old lady,
The traffic of mine is jam,
I might be late,
But I promise I will be there.

Dear an old lady,
I’ve got a very ghastly heartache,
The doctor detain me,
I might be late,
But I promise I will be there.

Dear an old lady,
What says you when you saw a beautiful butterfly?
What says you when you saw a stunning creature?
I bet you’ll do the same thing as me,
I know you always support me,
What ever happen,
I promise I will be there.

Dear an old lady,
I stuck with those tiny little things,
I love being trapped in this situation,
I just don’t want it to stop,
But don’t worry,
I promise I will be there,



-Me-

Dine the dinosaur

Diminutive the saucers,
Trying so hard to finish ‘em,
I know I couldn’t,
But at least I tried.

Rolling down the spinning roll,
Finding the preeminent time to waste,
I know I tried so hard,
But at least I got.

At the end of our journey,
I raise my hand to be caught,
And yet you don’t know the meaning,
I know I’m waiting,
But at least I win.




-me-

The comprehensible appearance

No make up,

No contact lenses,

No baby powder,

No lipstick and not even lip gloss,

I am just the ordinary God’s creature.

Hair Style

I miss this hair style.

But now I already grew my hair longer.

It’s kinda like bored with not-so-extraordinary style of mine now

but keeping the hair longer like this which takes

countless time making me keen on trimming it off.

sigh.

Manifestation chap

I saw u the other day,
Under the encampment blue light,
Walking through without vacillate,
Congregate the blue mannequin,
And picturing yourself as a perfect man,

I ogle you,
I rape you by using my eyes,
The shades help me to assault you,
Passing by me,
And thank God for making my sunny day stunning.

I trail your steps,
Letting yourself in your own world,
Pledge to self to endow you,
Bequeath you as the bravura chap.

First move were made,
Not showing the subordinate dignity,
To ensure the manifestation chap are real,
There’s no slip-up,
There’s no wrong,
There’s no blunder,
Just making clear that I am still the same person,
The person who is a forthright.



-Me-

Hypocrite in me

Sometimes, you can’t be yourself.

You have to be what other people think you are.

Hypocrite.

Yes. It is.

Nevertheless, what should you do then.

Because I’m a teacher.

SIGH...

I don't have any ability to be a teacher isn't?

A clump of the practical teacher a.k.a pencacai hina yg slalu dibuli

I just want to be me.

The old me.

Boo hoo the Bogey man

Malevolence,
The great world became exacerbate,
It’s look like the world changing for the worse,
No more green,
No more blue,
No more colorful universe..
Poor…
Pitiful…
Pathetic…
The only left in this planet are only the poor living thing.



-Me-

Clay pigeon

Bang…
Shoot to the sky,
Clear the entire atmosphere,
And everything will disappear.

Bang bang…
Shoot to the sky,
Here I come as a hero,
Return home absolute not zero.

Bang bang bang…
Shoot to the sky,
Dispossessed the silent and conducive environment,
Feeling like I’m in a new heaven.


-Me-

The diamond of mine

They are my mirror, shining back at me with a world of possibilities.
They are my witness, who sees me at my worst and best,
and loves me anyway.
They are my partner in crime, my midnight companion, someone who knows when I'm smiling, even in the dark.
They are my teacher, my defense attorney, my personal press agent, even I'm shrink.
I love you guys.


-Me-

Homespun Connubial

Gold, brown, red, pink, white,
Thousand of color has been choose,
Choose to be applicable in it,
Opt to be the out standing once in the whole life,
And entirely go for a new chapter ahead.

Gold, brown, red, pink, white,
Acquaintances accumulate to have the pleasure of the day,
Laugh, chortle, tears, snuffle,
Everything muddles up to be one,
The precious gift ever had.

Gold, brown, red, pink, white,
These colors may obscure the feeling inside,
The sensation of being his ownership,
No more I,
No more me,
No more myself.



-Me-

Antagonism of mine

Everything that I’ve done is wrong,
Everything that I show is erroneous,
Why time should be this long,
I hate waiting for tomorrow to come along.

What is wrong with me,
I should went else where in glee,
I should starts to stand on my own knee,
I have to impede the anger in me.

Anger makes me sad,
Feeling myself so bad,
Making my rival glad,
Because I’m letting down my dad.



-Me-

Cock-crow

Sunlight beaming on me,
The light pointed the alcove,
Sunup shows its exquisiteness,
Loveliness of me

Lead the way,
Elucidate the alleyway,
Show the meaning of verve,
The vitality that exist in me

Now, it’s gone,
Changing it shift,
Shifting its uniform
And it starts rising and falling again…


-Me-

Forty winks

Dear my sweet lullaby,
I need to be near with you,
Soaking myself into your cozy clasp,
Feeling the warmth embrace in me,
You will be, with me
Farewell everyone…
Farewell…


-Me-