2.00 a.m

I’m trying so hard to dump you.
But I can’t.
I feel like I’m on my last legs.
I’m dying.
I don’t know what else I should do.
I’m sorry about last night.
I don’t know why I do such thing.

Stupid.
Yes it is.
For your information,
I don’t have any intense to make you worry.
I just want you to live your life happy and blissful with her.
I’m not apart of it at all.
I’m being like this because of you…
Because I love you.

I realized that hun…
I’m not that strong.
You know why I’m being sturdy?
Because I have you besides me.

Hun…
I don’t ask much.
I just want you.
To be with me forever.

I’m nothing to you.
Right?
I’m just a black dot who already dotting your canvas.
I’m just a cat who come and goes whenever you call and need me.
I’m just a pack of your Mitragyna speciosa korth,
You’ll have me when you want to ease yourself,
Then,
You’ll leave me when you feel spanking new.
It’s hurt…

I’m sorry.
If you feel what I feel,
You’ll know…
And I bet you can’t…



-Me-