No Idea why I'm doing this

Why?
I’m a lady,
Even though I am 24,
I’m still a lady who has the feeling,
I want to sulk,
But I don’t have any idea why I’m doing this,
He is busy,
He needs rest,
He needs time to sleep,
However I need him,
I need him to be besides me,
Selfish and egocentric isn’t I?
I will make a grim-faced,
I will sigh loudly,
I will stop making jokes which cheer him up,
I will stop talking to him so that he will feel guilty,
But I choose not to do that,
All because I don’t have the ability to mope,
I’m afraid if the thing will trouble him,
I don’t want him to deal with the hassle,
I pity him because I love him.



-Me-