Dear my beloved daddy...

-Me-

Grow flower, Grow!

Bismillahirrohmannirrohim…..

Ya Allah..Ya Tuhanku..

Jika pendampingku telah Engkau lahirkan

Gerakkan hatinya tuk menujuku ,

Pertemukanlah kami dlm sebaik-baiknya pertemuan tuk menuju Ridha-Mu..

Kerana Engkaulah yg berhak atas hati hamba2-Mu..

Dan Engkau jua yg kuasa membolak balikannya..

Ya Rabb,

bila dia jauh, dekatkanlah..

Eratkan hati kami dlm ikatan kerana-Mu ,

tautkan hatiku dgn hatinya yg sama2 mengharap dan mendamba sebuah keinginan menuju ridha-Mu..

Ya Allah…Yang Maha Pecinta

Pemilik cinta sejati ,

Jikalau cintaku kau ciptakan untuk dia

Tabahkan hatinya..

Teguhkan imannya..

Tegarkan penantiannya..

Ya Rabb…Sang Pemilik Hati

Jikalau hatiku KAU ciptakan untuk dia ,

Penuhi hatinya dengan Kasih-Mu,

Terangi langkahnya dengan Cahaya-Mu ,

Limpahkan kelapangan dikalbunya dengan kesabaran,

Temani dia dlm kesepian..

Ya Rabb,

Tiada tempat ku bersandar Selain pada-Mu,

Kutitipkan cintaku pada-Mu untuknya..

Kutitipkan sayangku pada-Mu untuknya..

Kutitipkan rinduku pada-Mu untuknya..

Mekarkan cintaku bersama cintanya..

Satukan hidupku & hidupnya dlm Cinta-Mu..

Rabb….

Ku yakin bila saatnya sudah menghampiri,

Pasti kebahagiaan itu aku dapati..

Mohon beri aku kekuatan dan kesabaran dlm penantianku..

Ya ALLAH..

kirimkan dia yang dapat membawa kebaikan,

Baik bagi duniaku, akhiratku dan agamaku..

Agar kami sama2 berjamaah tuk tetap Menuju-Mu..

Bimbinglah hati kami ,

Kuatkan hati kami..

Penuhilah dengan Rahmat & kasih sayang-Mu..Aamiin ya Rabb…

-Me-

(sumber: informasi.my)

I DO!

Will you hold my hand and we walk and run through this life together?

Yes! Undoubtedly Yes! :') 

-Me-

SABAR...

Kadang kebenaran yang terserlah itu mencederakan hati kita.. dan kita luka dan terus luka... dan kita sendiri tidak tahu apa lagi yang harus dilakukan seakan tiada lagi jalan penyelesaian... kita takut dengan kenyataan yang sebenar sehingga kadang kala kita hanya mampu untuk terus tersenyum walau pada hakikatnya kita mahu menangis sekuat-kuatnya... 

People can see the outer phase that we showered them but they can't see, value and judge what had happen deep inside there... 

"Hai orang beriman, bersabarlah kamu dan kuatkanlah kesabaranmu dan tetaplah waspada dan bertakwalah kepada Allah supaya kamu beruntung," (QS Ali Imran: 200).

-Me-

Mr White Collar Shirt

Hey Mr white collar shirt,
Please sweep away my dirt,
I believe you have the power,
And it is why I still linger.

Hey Mr white collar shirt,
You are too snobbish at first,
The kind of you is hard to find,
Whoever left you is totally blind.

Hey Mr white collar shirt,
You are able to flirt,
And you know why?
Because you are able to fly.

Hey Mr white collar shirt,
Do flying around like a bird,
This is the time for you to scurry,
Because you don't have to be worry.

Hey Mr white collar shirt,
You are a person who full of mirth,
Thank you for coming in me,
I do appreciate you build in me glee.

-Me-

The Red Blooded Homo-Sapien

When this world full of falsify,
There's come out this red blooded to clarify,
How this world sound idiotically hard,
And he explain it smart.

The red blooded change its uniform,
It's not bored but more to inform,
But when the homo-sapien come?
It's when every butterflies fall into a doom.

The galosh already come to thirst,
Out of sudden he appears and approach first,
He grab our hand and hold it tightly,
Just in case they fall too deeply.

Now these butterflies can fly everywhere,
Because they are searching the nectar somewhere,
With the passion the red blood set inside,
A million thanks cannot be bite.

-Me-

p/s: I've made this poem just for Dr H.M Tuah
https://www.facebook.com/pages/drtuah/206924016305

The Savior Falls From Above

I am waiting for you,
Waiting for a person who makes me blue,
Don't take all that away,
Because you already make me fray.

I believe God created the best,
And it truly show you without less,
While I am just a traveler,
Who stops and try a bit but not a bugler.

Come and walk together,
And bet you won't regret forever,
I just want to see that curve smile,
That is truth and i won't lie.

Never knew i could feel like this,
The feeling which really make me ease,
Thanks to you cause making me laugh,
Even though my life is getting rough.


-Me-

Help me to walk back

Apabila Allah menjauhkan aku, 

Dari insan yang aku terlalu cintai, 

Aku tidak pernah sekali-kali lupa mengucapkan, 

"Allah Maha Mengetahui, bahawa dia bukan jodohku", 

Aku terima dengan hati yang tenang dan terbuka, 

Aku redha dengan ketentuan takdir dariNya, 

Kerana aku sedar dan tahu bahawa, 

Milik Allah jualah segala cinta yang ada di dunia... 

Aku redha... 

Semoga ketabahan, dugaan, kesakitan, kesengsaraan yang aku hadapi, 

Di redhaiNya... 

Insyaallah... 

Hanya padaMu ku berserah, 

Hanya padaMu ku bersujud, 

Hanya padaMu ku memohon keredhaan dan keampunan. 

Semoga kesakitan yang aku alami ini akan berakhir, 

Agar aku mampu terus merangkak dan kembali berjalan semula, 

Agar aku mampu tersenyum seperti mana dia tersenyum tanpa aku disisinya. 

Insyaallah...

-Me-

Dugaan...

Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku...
Baru hari ini terbongkar segalanya.
Baru hari ini aku terjatuh, terduduk, kaku.
Baru hari ini aku nampak kebenarannya.
Kenapa sekejam ini kau lakukan padaku.
Atas segala yang telah aku korbankan selama 4 tahun ini...

Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku...
Tidak sekali pun terdetik dihatiku,
Untuk mencari lelaki yang sempurna.
Tidak sekali pun terdetik dihatiku,
Untuk mencari lelaki yang terhebat.
Cukuplah sekadar lelaki tersebut menyayangi aku.
Menyayangiku lebih dari aku menyayanginya...
Lelaki yang mampu setia padaku sepertimana kesetiaanku padanya.
Lelaki yang mampu berjuang mnjaga air muka dan maruahku,
Dari dipijak-pijak oleh orang lain. Aku mahu diterima keluargamu.
Aku mahu diterima oleh semua orang bahawa aku hak mu.
Aku mahu diterima sepertimana kau diterima di pihakku...

Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku...
Hanya Kamu yang mengetahui bertapa hebat dan agungnya cintaku padanya.
Hanya Kamu yang mengetahui bertapa setianya aku padanya.
Hanya Kamu yang mengetahui bertapa tingginya tahap kesabaranku.
Hanya Kamu yang mengetahui bertapa besarnya dugaan yang aku tempuhi ini.
Hanya Kamu yang mengetahui bertapa sakitnya diriku ini menghadapi semuanya.
Hanya Kamu yang mengetahui kebenaran disebalik kebencian dan tohmahan mereka kepadaku...

Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku...
Aku cuma manusia biasa.
Aku adalah seorang wanita yang setia pada kekasihnya.
Seorang wanita yang tetap menanti dan bersabar atas segalanya.
Seorang wanita yang tetap terus berusaha demi lelaki yang dicintai.
Seorang wanita yang tidak akan berputus asa dalam kebahagiaannya.
Seorang wanita yang mencintai kekasihnya sepenuh jiwa.
Akan tetapi,
Wanita ini juga ada perasaan sakit.
Ada perasaan kecewa.
Ada perasaan penat.
Ada perasaan serik...

Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku...
Jika ini dugaan yang perlu aku lalui didalam hidupku,
Inilah dugaan yang terbesar...
Aku redha Ya Allah...
Aku akan tetap berusaha demi masa hadapan ku...
Jika benar dia untukku,
Aku bersyukur.
Jika benar dia bukan untukku,
Aku pasrah...
Aku berserah...
Dan aku redha...


 -Me-

Thanks for everything...

Even though i know that i cant give my heart away simply to other guy, 

But someday, somewhere I'll find somebody, 

Maybe they're not as good as you are, 

But at least they'll truly love me like I did to you... 

I don't want someone who's "Perfect", 

I just want someone that wont give up in everything that we had gone through together without a fight... 

That's it u... 

Because when i love you, 

I don't give up on us without a fight. 

You know why? 

Because i have to fight for the best things in my life. 

But what did u do? 

You give up... 

I ignores all the other guys who want me... 

Because i am too busy noticing the one that i want... 

That is you... 

You're the reason why i wakes up every morning, 

Does my hair, wears make up, and looks nice just for u... 

Did you realize all that? 

Did you? 

You... 

Remember this... 

A woman who truly loves you will be angry at you for so many things, 

But she will always stick around. 

And yes, 

I do stick and always there for you whenever you need me... 

Because of love, I'm still here... 

Because of love, I fall sick... 

Because of love, I fight for our love till my last breath... 

 -Me-

A Little Piece Of Heaven

If I treated you the way you treat me, 

I promise you wouldnt stick around the way I do... 

 -Me-

Repentant in 26 years of life

3 days are like 3 years,

Knowing you just bring me tears,

Things that really making me fear,

Now it comes clear.

Pretended to not know is hard,

Because I don't have that guts,

Even though it's not my accord,

There's where you abode.

Believe me I won't make you abashed,

Worry not that I'll admonish,

I won't do anything balderdash,

Even those make me bash.

Thinking that this just a repentant,

My heart and I are not a mutant,

I really want to be belligerent,

Lastly I let it being my life's chant.

-Me-

Love won't wait

Just because you know someone would wait for you forever doesn't mean you can let them wait that long. 4 years is not a short period.. Till when should I wait then? I'm giving up and I just let the time show our way...



-ME-

Fact is still fact

People can see that we're laughing, smiling joking to each other,
and they are trying their best to be like us.
But they don't even know how hard and difficult being me,
who is trying my best to keep the relationship still on.
Who is trying my best to be apart of your life.
They can only say that we're the perfect one.
But they don't even know the truth.



-Me-

My better-half

Love...

We've know each other for almost 4 years,

I spend my time with you now with tears,

How am I going to demolished all those fears?

Please do make me cheer.

Love...

Everything I do I'll think about you,

I don't want you to feel blue,

Because I know how heart getting glue,

And now, that's what I feel for you.

Love...

For all of this while people blame me,

They don't even know the real situation is,

I left you before because I'm your mistress,

I'm not the only one you loved and I've made my decision to leave.

Love...

After 3 years you search for me back,

I accept the way you are without lack,

I start new life with you without turning back,

Because I already left it black.

Love...

Now we entering 2012 with joy,

Stop playing with another gals,

I can't keep enduring with that everytime,

Because I know I can fall deeply.

Love...

I love you with all of my heart,

I sacrifice everything to see your smile,

Do appreciate every single thing even we're miles,

Because my heart can be broke even with a stupid lies.

Love...

Thanks for everything,

You can make me feel like a spring,

Sometimes I'm too happy,

And sometimes I'm hurt badly,

But remember love...

I dedicated my life to only you,

This is your second chance to change everything back,

And there's no more for the third chance..

I heart you..

-Me-

You hurt me too much..

Ya Allah...

Jika benar dia ditakdirkan untukku,

Maka takdirkanlah akan dia baik dan permudahkannya bagiku,

Kemudian berkatkan bagiku padanya.

Dan...

Seandainya bukan dia ditakdirkan untukku,

Mendatangkan keburukan bagiku,

Pada agamaku, kehidupanku dan akibat urusanku cepat atau lambat,

Maka palinglah akan dia daripadaku,

Dan palingkanlah seberapa yang boleh,

Kemudian redhalah akan daku dengannya...

-Me-

(a person who hurt to much)

Someone like you

I heard that you’re settled down.

That you found a girl and you’re married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?

It ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,

But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.

I hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded,

That for me, it isn’t over.

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:

“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead...

You’d know how the time flies.

Only yesterday was the time of our lives.

We were born and raised in a summery haze.

Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,

But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.

I hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded,

That for me, it isn’t over yet.

Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best for you too.

Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:

“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”...

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.

Regret’s and mistakes they’re memories made.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

-Adele-

Swinger

When the time is come,

I have to stop and say no,

I don't want it to flow,

Because I don't want you to go.

I want memories to fade with time,

It just making me dime,

For all the thing around,

I don't want to be found.

It's empty and cold,

Please try to be bold,

This thing cannot be hold,

Because you the one who mold.

The time draws me closer,

And you can make me wiser,

You're like a beautiful flower,

Seeing you make me smolder.

Thanks for being there,

Thanks for lower the ego in me,

Thanks for all that you've done,

And thanks for everything...

-Me-

Happiness knows nothing

Day by day,
I'm getting fray,
I already turning grey,
And I just want to get laid.

I'm getting confused,
Because I lost the fuse,
Now i began to muse,
And I don't want to be reuse.

Today I feel new,
Because love getting grew,
And when the water dew,
Stop being lewd.

I want to be your hero,
And start everything from zero,
I don't want to be a bimbo,
Because I want our love grow.

I love you with all of my heart,
Please don't make it as a dart,
You can't find it in mart,
And I don't want us to be apart.



-Me-

Hebatnya seorang lelaki

Setelah dua hari kau campak aku mane-mane ntah,
Hari ini kau cari aku balik,
Kau 'text' aku macam nothing had happen,
Aku hairan,
Mane sensitivity dan perikemanusian yang kau sering agung-agungkan sebelum ini,
Sifat yang kau sering dahulukan sebelum ini,
Apa yang aku nampak dengan mata kasar aku,
Kau tak pernah kisahkan apa yang aku rasa,
Kau memang hebat.
HEBAT.
Tahun depan kau boleh naik pentas.
Kau dah layak terima anugerah PELAKON HANDALAN.





-Me-