I miss you

Here the feeling so down,
I hate when you’re not around,
Whenever we’re distant away,
I know this love is real.

You’re my second half,
And this is not a bluff,
You play important role in me,
Without you,
I’m paralyse.

My love for you is strong,
My nights seems too long,
I don’t care with others says,
I just want to be with you everyday.

I miss u so much,
I can’t stand being this 5 minute away,
Everyday I hope and pray,
Where ever I go,
What ever I say,
What ever life brings me,
You are there besides me.



-Me-

Hurt. Yes it is.

Your mine,
And surely I’m yours,
We were just fine,
Until one night,
One night that changes my mind.

It went so fast,
I’m too touch,
You make my day blast,
And you also can make it crash.

The night was too hasty,
Like a bullet train surpass
Thousand people horde,
And it is like my wits mass.

I’m too emotional,
Until I hurt my own eyes,
I’m being irrational,
Until the blood tears cries.

What when wrong?
Is that what you think so long?
Why should you pop out that question?
Why should you mention?
Why on earth I need others to change me?
Whereas,
I already have you together by my side.

Why am I so mad?
I hurt so bad,
I don’t have the strength for today,
I wish this hurt would went away,

I can’t lose you,
It’s all because you make me blue,
I trust and love you,
I know you do too.



-Me-

Steal you from the one who love you

I’m stealing you,
It’s all because we’re in love,
We can’t refute the feeling inside,
It’s getting deeper day after day,
Let me show you how I’ll care for you,
Let me show you how I’ll keen for you,
As time goes by,
On tenterhooks that you’ll remain your promise,
Promise to be mine,
Forever.



-Me-

Love me the way I am

Love me the way I am,
All you see is the real me,
How dreadful am I,
How fine am I,
It’s absolutely me,
I don’t hide any of my howlers,
I don’t act like someone else,
I don’t giggle but I laugh widely,
I show my true color,
I can’t be a faker,
I can’t be a pretender,
I just can’t tolerate with plastic,
I’m asking you,
To love me the way I am.



-Me-

Merely you

Your voice shudder my heart,
Your touch tremble me into two,
Your smile quiver me from sluggish,
Your hug tremor my days,
Your kiss giving me exuberant to live,
You changed my life,
You create it to be breathtaking,
Thanks for your existence,
I’m gratifying that you emerge in my life.




-Me-

Stand by me…

My heart keeps beating,
Even though we are together,
The rhythm getting hasty,
You didn’t notice it,
I show it through the magic touch.

You will always hear the enchantment words,
Even though we are far apart,
Albeit we are close,
Every word I enlighten you,
Come from deep inside of my heart.

I’m with you no matter what,
I always stand by you,
I willingly to look after you,
Even you’re sick,
Even you’re ailing,
Even you’re under par,
I’ll be besides you.



-Me-

No Idea why I'm doing this

Why?
I’m a lady,
Even though I am 24,
I’m still a lady who has the feeling,
I want to sulk,
But I don’t have any idea why I’m doing this,
He is busy,
He needs rest,
He needs time to sleep,
However I need him,
I need him to be besides me,
Selfish and egocentric isn’t I?
I will make a grim-faced,
I will sigh loudly,
I will stop making jokes which cheer him up,
I will stop talking to him so that he will feel guilty,
But I choose not to do that,
All because I don’t have the ability to mope,
I’m afraid if the thing will trouble him,
I don’t want him to deal with the hassle,
I pity him because I love him.



-Me-

Could somebody please teach me how to MERAJUK???

I ♥ you...Haiku

Believe it or not,
When the first time I saw you,
You’re the sun who shining at me.

Our eyes speaks,
Fasten it with a covenant,
Pledge to be together until I die.

You’re my umbrella,
Protect me from the sunny day,
And the heavy downpour.

You’re my blood,
Even though low blood pressure,
It still uncontaminated.

You’re my feral butterfly,
Silently attacking my own self,
I can’t fight back because I enjoy it.

You’re my beautiful goose,
You control the whole eating activity,
Like you did to control my feeling.

You’re my Maggie mee,
You are scrumptious to eat,
And totally I’m turn over by you.

You’re my everything,
Fill me with love and worship,
And at last I already addicted to you.




-Me-

Universe bystander

We’ve been entertain by the nature,
We’ve been amuse by the flora and fauna,
We’ve been urging by the cosmos,
We’ve been observing by them,
They are our eyewitnesses,
Witnesses of our true love,
Thanks to you my universe bystander.
Thanks cause helping us,
Helping us to get the vast smooch ever.


-Me-

An epigrammatic lunch

Preliminary,
Accost like customary,
Repartee to ensure a great clause,
Giggle on those shaggy dog story,
Amusing milieu create already.

Succeeding,
Puff the bliss like a great king,
Promise not to hurt her feeling,
Pledge to be forever for the upcoming,
An epigrammatic lunch as the ending.

Last but not least,
“I love you”, she says,
For the first time,
She comes out with that phrase,
Step out from the auto,
And slowly,
He replied the same,
He jolts her heart.
And they wait for the evening to begin.


-Me-

In our day

Who am I to you?
What role am I now in your life?
For all that I’ve done,
Where you want to place me?

I’m just an ordinary lady,
Whose seek for love,
The true love indeed,
And thanks,
You dig it up for me.

We’re metaphors like we depict it to be,
The story of us is catastrophic,
But the tragic in harmony,
And it will remains in me forever.

They don’t know the butterfly in us,
It’s getting crazy everyday,
It happened too fast,
Nevertheless,
The memory won’t last.



-Me-

Chasing Pavement

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
If I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
I know this is love,

But if I tell the world,

I'll never say enough,
'Cause it was not said to you,
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you,

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements,
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place,
Should I leave it there,
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements,
Even if it leads nowhere,


-Adele-

Rules are made to be broken

My heart said no,
My mind said no,
My spirit said no too,
But my sensitivity said yes…
I can’t help myself from keeping the distance,
Trying so hard to go far away,
Being outlying from you mar me,
Hurt…
Unintentionally ruckus our worship,
Aberrant in distressing others,
The rules already change,
With all of my heart,
I love you.



-Me-

Dear God...

God...
Please...
Please take me close to you,
I rather die than being hurt like this,
It’s throbbing every inch of me.
And yes,
It’s too hurt


-Me-

LOVE...

It can be acronym and it can be the feeling that someone suffer…

L stands for leaning to each other.

Like us now.

You always there when I need u…

You always besides me in whatever I’m done…

O stands for obfuscate.

We clarify the meaning of love in a simple word.

For both of us, our love is lunacy…

V stands for variable.

You try to erratic our motion when we spending time together.

To ensure we had a perfect memory to be remembered.

E stands for endeavor.

Every effort you showed is touchable.

Sometimes it never comes across my mind.

It impresses me.

The vow that we made,

My heart, my body and my soul devoted for you.

No matter what,

We always keep our promise of love…





-Me-

Dwelling of an old lady

Dear an old lady,
The traffic of mine is jam,
I might be late,
But I promise I will be there.

Dear an old lady,
I’ve got a very ghastly heartache,
The doctor detain me,
I might be late,
But I promise I will be there.

Dear an old lady,
What says you when you saw a beautiful butterfly?
What says you when you saw a stunning creature?
I bet you’ll do the same thing as me,
I know you always support me,
What ever happen,
I promise I will be there.

Dear an old lady,
I stuck with those tiny little things,
I love being trapped in this situation,
I just don’t want it to stop,
But don’t worry,
I promise I will be there,



-Me-

Dine the dinosaur

Diminutive the saucers,
Trying so hard to finish ‘em,
I know I couldn’t,
But at least I tried.

Rolling down the spinning roll,
Finding the preeminent time to waste,
I know I tried so hard,
But at least I got.

At the end of our journey,
I raise my hand to be caught,
And yet you don’t know the meaning,
I know I’m waiting,
But at least I win.




-me-

The comprehensible appearance

No make up,

No contact lenses,

No baby powder,

No lipstick and not even lip gloss,

I am just the ordinary God’s creature.

Hair Style

I miss this hair style.

But now I already grew my hair longer.

It’s kinda like bored with not-so-extraordinary style of mine now

but keeping the hair longer like this which takes

countless time making me keen on trimming it off.

sigh.

Manifestation chap

I saw u the other day,
Under the encampment blue light,
Walking through without vacillate,
Congregate the blue mannequin,
And picturing yourself as a perfect man,

I ogle you,
I rape you by using my eyes,
The shades help me to assault you,
Passing by me,
And thank God for making my sunny day stunning.

I trail your steps,
Letting yourself in your own world,
Pledge to self to endow you,
Bequeath you as the bravura chap.

First move were made,
Not showing the subordinate dignity,
To ensure the manifestation chap are real,
There’s no slip-up,
There’s no wrong,
There’s no blunder,
Just making clear that I am still the same person,
The person who is a forthright.



-Me-

Hypocrite in me

Sometimes, you can’t be yourself.

You have to be what other people think you are.

Hypocrite.

Yes. It is.

Nevertheless, what should you do then.

Because I’m a teacher.

SIGH...

I don't have any ability to be a teacher isn't?

A clump of the practical teacher a.k.a pencacai hina yg slalu dibuli

I just want to be me.

The old me.

Boo hoo the Bogey man

Malevolence,
The great world became exacerbate,
It’s look like the world changing for the worse,
No more green,
No more blue,
No more colorful universe..
Poor…
Pitiful…
Pathetic…
The only left in this planet are only the poor living thing.



-Me-

Clay pigeon

Bang…
Shoot to the sky,
Clear the entire atmosphere,
And everything will disappear.

Bang bang…
Shoot to the sky,
Here I come as a hero,
Return home absolute not zero.

Bang bang bang…
Shoot to the sky,
Dispossessed the silent and conducive environment,
Feeling like I’m in a new heaven.


-Me-

The diamond of mine

They are my mirror, shining back at me with a world of possibilities.
They are my witness, who sees me at my worst and best,
and loves me anyway.
They are my partner in crime, my midnight companion, someone who knows when I'm smiling, even in the dark.
They are my teacher, my defense attorney, my personal press agent, even I'm shrink.
I love you guys.


-Me-

Homespun Connubial

Gold, brown, red, pink, white,
Thousand of color has been choose,
Choose to be applicable in it,
Opt to be the out standing once in the whole life,
And entirely go for a new chapter ahead.

Gold, brown, red, pink, white,
Acquaintances accumulate to have the pleasure of the day,
Laugh, chortle, tears, snuffle,
Everything muddles up to be one,
The precious gift ever had.

Gold, brown, red, pink, white,
These colors may obscure the feeling inside,
The sensation of being his ownership,
No more I,
No more me,
No more myself.



-Me-

Antagonism of mine

Everything that I’ve done is wrong,
Everything that I show is erroneous,
Why time should be this long,
I hate waiting for tomorrow to come along.

What is wrong with me,
I should went else where in glee,
I should starts to stand on my own knee,
I have to impede the anger in me.

Anger makes me sad,
Feeling myself so bad,
Making my rival glad,
Because I’m letting down my dad.



-Me-

Cock-crow

Sunlight beaming on me,
The light pointed the alcove,
Sunup shows its exquisiteness,
Loveliness of me

Lead the way,
Elucidate the alleyway,
Show the meaning of verve,
The vitality that exist in me

Now, it’s gone,
Changing it shift,
Shifting its uniform
And it starts rising and falling again…


-Me-

Forty winks

Dear my sweet lullaby,
I need to be near with you,
Soaking myself into your cozy clasp,
Feeling the warmth embrace in me,
You will be, with me
Farewell everyone…
Farewell…


-Me-

Sorrow is all around me

He told that he love me wholeheartedly,
He told that he miss me thousand times,
He told that he needs me for his entire life,
He told that he adore my aptitude,
He told that he respect me entirely,
He told that he accept me the way I am,

But now I realise that everything was a lie.


-Me-