Silly love song

All you need is love,
It’s celibate like a dove,
There’s no need to pay,
You just follow the lead way.

I would like to know,
How’s our love flow,
Is it shines like a glow?
So that no one can ever blow.

They said that love is silly,
But we already fall deeply,
But why you act gutlessly?
Isn’t it because my love is creepy?

We start at a wedding and just need a week,
And suddenly everything getting freak,
Everybody envy in everything we make,
We don’t care and we don’t need a break.

Suddenly you acting weird and odd,
I just can only hardly pray to God,
You already choose your own pathway,
And you leave me dying on the alleyway.

Now I agree with them,
I give them 100% grand,
They say love is silly fool,
But remember heart isn’t a tool.

This is a great feeling,
It is not a stupid calling,
I’ve been truthful for all this while,
But you stomp my head with hard tiles.

Thank you for accepting the way I am,
I’m glad and happy because you are my man,
Now I already see our love in a different sight,
You said you love me because you don’t want to fight.

I appreciate everything that you’ve done,
Do thankful in everything I’ve gave when I’m gone,
I promise that you in my heart forever,
And yes it won’t fade and die away, never.




-Me-

I’m not a superwoman

When the sun rise at the corner,
I realize that I already be a loner,
I’ve tried not to open my eyes,
But I can’t pretend to accept the lies.

I want to prepare every single meal for you,
And I want the best especially for you,
I want to greet you with warmest morning kiss,
So that when you go to work I won’t miss.

Everything you are is everything to me,
I give you everything without any fee,
I just want to be inside your core,
And I could not ask for more.

I don’t even want to make you down,
But remember that I’m not your clown,
My love to you is superbly infinity,
Nevertheless I stand with my dignity.

Once in a month you have to go,
Leaving me behind with feeling down low,
I keep push myself to smile,
It is because we’re thousand miles.

Every time you go I’ll cry,
I feel like I want to die,
Today I manage to keep the tears,
Because I don’t want to live with fear.

I’ve tried so many ways every day,
I do all this because I want to stay,
All the loves inside is just for 1 man,
But remember that I’m not a superwoman.




-Me-

TABAH

I am freaking worry!

Where are you?

Gosh!

Audacity or stupid

I’ve been watching the whole thing,
You can’t even make me soothing,
I’ve surrender everything,
But you give me nothing.

I surpass my life just to be with you,
And I’m scrutiny what will you do,
Your heart is hard like been glue,
Should I just moo?

You said that you are a vengeance person,
I know from beginning you’ll left me lonesome,
I keep trying my luck because I need you,
The day will comes which you’ll make me blue.

I put totally blame on the cupid,
Because he shows me to be stupid,
Our love story getting rapid,
That is why he cut a bit.

You’re going far away from me,
You make me blind to see,
Thanks for the memory that you instill,
One day I’ll give you the bill.

I still stand patiently here near you,
I don’t know why I still do this to you,
When will this thing stop?
It is because I can’t keep myself from drop.



-Me-

Thump me downward

The galosh already comes to thirst,
Out of sudden he approaches first,
While the wind blow the ashes,
What's more vestiges the great smashes.

There will comes the better future,
Clearly I will show you the nurture,
Even though it used to be fracture,
It edifies us to be more mature.

I note down this as an advice,
Everything happens has it owns price,
Don’t swivel too much dice,
It’s because you might end all the lies.

Don’t you think our love life is tragic?
It happens more than catastrophic,
Hitherto I keep searching the logic,
But yet still I’m waiting for the magic.

Nothing will change your mind,
Albeit I try to turn back time,
The only thing left for me is to mime,
The wound hurt like you squeeze the lime.

Every day the strong wind blow,
I keep running this down low,
I will never to put it as a No,
Because I trust my heart who say so.



-Me-

Hope you happy now







-Me-

Give You Back

I need to know if you were real
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now

I want to give you back
I want to give you back
Somewhere out of here
I want to give you I want to give you
I want to give you back

I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now

That's enough
Just talking about it
I don't mind I don't mind no I
Laugh enough
Just dreaming about it

I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn




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