Thursday, July 29, 2010

Agree with this!



"Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more."
~ Erica Jong





Tunggang-langgang


Kau kata kau sangat sayangkan aku,
Kau kata kau sangat cintakan aku,
Tapi,
Kebenarannya,
Kau juga sayang kan dia,
Kau juga cinta kan dia.

Kau pandai menipu,
Tapi kau tak boleh menipu aku,
Walaupun aku tahu kau juga banyak menipu aku,
Tapi aku butakan mata hati aku,
Kau tahu kenapa?
Kerna aku cinta kau.

Kau tak pernah mencuba untuk tinggalkan dia,
Apatah lagi menunjukkan kewujudan aku,
Bukan kerna kau takut,
Bukan kerna kau kasihan,
Bukan kerna kau simpati,
Tapi,
Kerna kau sayangkan dia,
Sayang kau dekat dia tak sehebat cinta aku terhadap kau,
Segala ayat-ayat kau kepada aku hanya lah dusta,
Kau memperkotak-katikkan perasaan aku,
Ia bukan patung,
Jauh sekali barang permainan,
Ini perasaan,
Perasaan cinta aku yang tulus.

Kau pernah kata aku unik,
Bagi aku,
Unik sekadar untuk dipandang,
Bukan untuk dimiliki,
Kalau benar kau cinta aku seperti mana yang kau sering katakan,
Kau akan berusaha mendapatkan aku,
Kau akan berusaha mengejar aku,
Tapi,
Aku bukan berlari,
Aku berjalan seiring dengan kau.

Aku kecewa.
Sangat kecewa.
Aku kecewa kerna sampai sekarang kau masih menipu aku,
Aku bukan budak tadika 4 tahun,
Aku mampu berfikir,
Tapi,
Aku menyekat segala input,
Kau tahu kenapa?
Kerna aku cinta kau.

Terima kasih,
Kau berjaya buat aku jatuh cinta,
Dan sekaligus kau berjaya bunuh cinta itu,
Kau membuatkan aku benci cinta,
Terima kasih.




-Me-



Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Excellent things you’ve done


Congratulation!
You are apart of them,
You manage to break my heart again and again,
You’re getting good in deceitful in our relationship,
You’re now know how to cope being a heart-crasher,
And once again,
Congratulation!
You are now going to achieve a degree of killing my true and sincere love towards you.



-Me-



What else??


You are a thief, who has stole my heart,
You are a carpenter, who nailed my heart,
You are a lorry driver, who impinge me bleeding,
You are a clown, who can make me laugh,
But,
I really can’t accept the fact that lay down in front of me,
That,
You are also a cheater, a liar and a pretender.
How could you do this to me!



-Me-


Stake that exist in me

Ku coba bertahan sekuat hati,
Layaknya karang yang dihempas sang ombak,
Jalani hidup dalam buai belaka,
Serahkan cinta tulus didalam takdir…
Tapi sampai kapankah ku harus menanggungnya,
Kutukan cinta ini…
Semua kisah pasti ada akhir,
Yang harus dilalui,
Begitu juga akhir kisah ini,
Yakinku indah…


Aku ingin jadi yang terbaik untuk kau.
Aku ikut setiap perintah kau.
Aku ikut setiap arahan kau.
Bukan kerana aku takut kan kau.
Tapi aku hormat kan kau.
Aku sayang kan kau.
Aku tak nak kau kecewa dengan aku.
Kerna aku tahu setiap perintah kau adalah yang terbaik untukku.

Rasa aku telah kaku,
Sekaku mana pun aku,
Aku tetap setia menunggu,
Walaupun aku sebegini,
Cinta aku tulus,
Cinta ini terlalu agung,
Kerna kau raja yang aku sanjung.

Tapi sekarang,
Aku seperti di campak jauh,
Jauh ke lubuk pelusuk dunia,
Terkapai-kapai aku mencari kau,
Sakit, pedih, kecewa,
Hanya aku yang rasa,
Kau?
Kau gembira menghadapi hari-hari kau,
Kenapa?
Kerna kau gembira bersama dia,
Aku?
Menanggung semua cinta kita.

Betulkan aku jika aku salah,
Hentikan aku jika aku tersasar,
Hanya satu pintaku,
Pegang lah pada janji kau,
Janji-janji yang buatkan aku masih bernafas sampai sekarang,
Bernafas walaupun tersekat.




-Me-



Monday, July 26, 2010

The veracity of my life


I know,
I know that I already done a mistake,
But falling in love with you is not a mistake,
It’s a gift,
I gave you whole of my heart,
I gave you my life,
I gave you everything,
And I promise,
I promise to keep my devoted to you,

I’m hoping that you not making all this as an exception,
Please…
Stop hurting me,
I hurt enough,
The wound inside cannot be heal anymore,
I know honey,
I know that your love is not only for me,
I only ask you to think about me for a second,

Try to be in my shoes for a while honey,
Try to feel what I feel for all of this time,
I know we can’t look back,
Because all the things are already happen,
You broke my heart into pieces,
The only person who can fix it is just you,
Everything already comes to pass,
And I love you more than you do,
Yes.
Yes I’m truly, madly and deeply love you.




-Me-




Vindictive of life


I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
I know I can’t beat her,
But I want to be with you forever.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
I just can’t live without you anymore,
Without you my life is bore.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
Having you besides me is more than enough,
Because you are my other-half.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
It’s all because the love inside is getting burst,
I just want a happy ending between us.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
You are apart of me now,
I hope that we can exchange the vow.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
I just being myself,
Who’s put you on my first shelf.

I’m not that cruel,
I’m not that nasty,
And I’m not a horrible person,
I can’t predict what I am going to be without you besides me,
Because I love you so much till the end of my verve.



-Me-