Sorrow is all around me

He told that he love me wholeheartedly,
He told that he miss me thousand times,
He told that he needs me for his entire life,
He told that he adore my aptitude,
He told that he respect me entirely,
He told that he accept me the way I am,

But now I realise that everything was a lie.


-Me-

Haiku Rainbow

Stunning with its own color,
Scatter all around the world,
Make me exuberant in continue living.


-Me-

Adieu My Love…

Besides those haze,
Deep down inside me,
There is thousand of worship,
The voice of heart already fasten everything,
No body knows,
Where’s love,
Where’s the affection,
Where’s the fondness,
It will never be the same again…

Even though my presence is just for a moment,
It is not your fault falling in love again,
I will go far-off and won’t ever come back,
Adieu my love…

Now,
I’m leaving,
Leaving those wound and twinge,
Leaving our story,
Leaving our memories,
Leaving the reminiscences behind,
Somewhere that only I know,
Only I know.

Adieu my love…

-Me-

Love Vs Hate

I hate the way you greet me at the first time we met.
I hate the way you made me foresee your every text.
I hate the way you keenly talk to me on the phone every single minutes of the day.
I hate the way you showed your introverted when our first date.
I hate the way you hugged me awkwardly.
I hate the way you treat me when we’re going out.
I hate the way you hold my hands every time we walk together.
I hate the way you sleep because your face shows that you are free from any problems..
I hate the way you eat with so much enthusiasm.
I hate the way you smell every single second when I’m with you.
I hate the way you placate me when I’m fuming at you.
I hate the way you teach me to be more patience, endurance, hope and faith.
I hate the way you call me by my full name when your resentment is on the peak.
I hate the way you choose my attire when I don’t know what to wear.
I hate the way you ask me to stop cursing others when they doing wrong.
I hate the way you sneeze every morning after you wake up.
I hate the way you forgive all the wrong doings that I have done.
I hate the way you kiss my forehead every time I shake my hand with you.
I hate the way you laugh when both of us getting crazy.
I hate the way you involved in my stupid wild activities.
I hate the way you endeavor in getting things that I want.
I hate the way you stare at me when I put on my contact lens and asked whether it’s hurt or not.
I hate the way you drive my car and acting like you’re a taxi driver.
I hate the way you gently speak to me when I’m wrong.

But the most important thing,
I hate myself because I can’t hate you like I picture it to be.
I can’t hate you at all.
Not even close,
Not even a bit,
Not even at all…

P/s: I hate the way I ♥ you wholeheartedly and I know you do love me too.

-Me-

Sunrise

I need sun to light up my darkness,
I need sun to destroy the shadow,
I need sun to dim up my confusion,
I need sun to warm up the cold in me,
I need sun to make me look brighter than before…

And yes…
At the moment in time,
I’m waiting for the sunrise to emerge…

-Me-

Let bygone be bygone...

Hurt…
Yes. It is.
No matter how badly a thing is hurting us,
Sometimes letting it go hurts even worse…

Bye my used to be lover, sweetheart, heartthrob.
Be a great husband, father and a family's leader.

sincerely,
-ME-

Welcome Darling

21st May 2010
Welcome to this world baby…
This picture was taken when he’s age is about 5 hours.
He is very small.3.50 kg. I can lift him by using my left hand.
Can I have that weight? Sigh…

You don't know what its like to hold a newborn baby in your arms and smell the top of his head.
You don't know what its like closing his mouth when he's yawning and smell his mouth.
You don't know what it's like to hold him tightly and listen to the baby's heartbeat.
You don't know the motherly feeling that suddenly grasp inside you once you touch and hold the baby.
It is a very WONDERFUL moment.
Trust me.



P/s: BTW, this is my cousin’s son ;)