Thanks for everything...

Even though i know that i cant give my heart away simply to other guy, 

But someday, somewhere I'll find somebody, 

Maybe they're not as good as you are, 

But at least they'll truly love me like I did to you... 

I don't want someone who's "Perfect", 

I just want someone that wont give up in everything that we had gone through together without a fight... 

That's it u... 

Because when i love you, 

I don't give up on us without a fight. 

You know why? 

Because i have to fight for the best things in my life. 

But what did u do? 

You give up... 

I ignores all the other guys who want me... 

Because i am too busy noticing the one that i want... 

That is you... 

You're the reason why i wakes up every morning, 

Does my hair, wears make up, and looks nice just for u... 

Did you realize all that? 

Did you? 

You... 

Remember this... 

A woman who truly loves you will be angry at you for so many things, 

But she will always stick around. 

And yes, 

I do stick and always there for you whenever you need me... 

Because of love, I'm still here... 

Because of love, I fall sick... 

Because of love, I fight for our love till my last breath... 

 -Me-

A Little Piece Of Heaven

If I treated you the way you treat me, 

I promise you wouldnt stick around the way I do... 

 -Me-

Repentant in 26 years of life

3 days are like 3 years,

Knowing you just bring me tears,

Things that really making me fear,

Now it comes clear.

Pretended to not know is hard,

Because I don't have that guts,

Even though it's not my accord,

There's where you abode.

Believe me I won't make you abashed,

Worry not that I'll admonish,

I won't do anything balderdash,

Even those make me bash.

Thinking that this just a repentant,

My heart and I are not a mutant,

I really want to be belligerent,

Lastly I let it being my life's chant.

-Me-

Love won't wait

Just because you know someone would wait for you forever doesn't mean you can let them wait that long. 4 years is not a short period.. Till when should I wait then? I'm giving up and I just let the time show our way...



-ME-

Fact is still fact

People can see that we're laughing, smiling joking to each other,
and they are trying their best to be like us.
But they don't even know how hard and difficult being me,
who is trying my best to keep the relationship still on.
Who is trying my best to be apart of your life.
They can only say that we're the perfect one.
But they don't even know the truth.



-Me-

My better-half

Love...

We've know each other for almost 4 years,

I spend my time with you now with tears,

How am I going to demolished all those fears?

Please do make me cheer.

Love...

Everything I do I'll think about you,

I don't want you to feel blue,

Because I know how heart getting glue,

And now, that's what I feel for you.

Love...

For all of this while people blame me,

They don't even know the real situation is,

I left you before because I'm your mistress,

I'm not the only one you loved and I've made my decision to leave.

Love...

After 3 years you search for me back,

I accept the way you are without lack,

I start new life with you without turning back,

Because I already left it black.

Love...

Now we entering 2012 with joy,

Stop playing with another gals,

I can't keep enduring with that everytime,

Because I know I can fall deeply.

Love...

I love you with all of my heart,

I sacrifice everything to see your smile,

Do appreciate every single thing even we're miles,

Because my heart can be broke even with a stupid lies.

Love...

Thanks for everything,

You can make me feel like a spring,

Sometimes I'm too happy,

And sometimes I'm hurt badly,

But remember love...

I dedicated my life to only you,

This is your second chance to change everything back,

And there's no more for the third chance..

I heart you..

-Me-

You hurt me too much..

Ya Allah...

Jika benar dia ditakdirkan untukku,

Maka takdirkanlah akan dia baik dan permudahkannya bagiku,

Kemudian berkatkan bagiku padanya.

Dan...

Seandainya bukan dia ditakdirkan untukku,

Mendatangkan keburukan bagiku,

Pada agamaku, kehidupanku dan akibat urusanku cepat atau lambat,

Maka palinglah akan dia daripadaku,

Dan palingkanlah seberapa yang boleh,

Kemudian redhalah akan daku dengannya...

-Me-

(a person who hurt to much)