Thousands of excuses

When that day comes,
You will turn around,
Deep inside me cries,
But you give it a bound.

When that day comes,
I don’t have any other choice,
I have to let you leaves,
And I’ll become moist.

When that day comes,
I have to act like nothing come to pass,
Even though it really hurts,
But my heart already is being rust.

When that day comes,
Automatically I’m being weak,
I know you know how I feel,
Every month my heart will leak.

When that day comes,
Half of myself had gone,
I can’t hide from darkness,
But still I tried to run from the dimness,

When that day comes,
I really can’t stay calm,
My heart previously lumps,
Why you still make it bump?

When that day comes,
I allow your thousands excuses,
I hide the real feelings,
Because I want to see your smiles.





-Me-

I dont believe you

The sweetest promise

Is this world full of forged?
Maybe there’s no more sincere exist,
Is the karma already triumphing over everything?
I realize the greatness of the God.

I am just a traveler,
Travel all around the world He created,
I lost, I omitted and I suffered,
In your world finding love and happiness,
Maybe this is faith that I’ll live alone,

Your sweet promise keeps haunting me,
Your sweet tenderness keeps embrace me,
How vindictive you are to me,
How could you do this to me,
You hurt me but you act like nothing happen,
Am I your doodle that you can do anything that you want?

I don’t know why such thing happen,
I don’t know why all this burdening me,
I don’t know why I’ve been picked to face all this,
But,
Everything that happened I face it dauntlessly,
Maybe my faith already stated,
That I have to go through all this,
I face this with endurance and fortitude,
And I know and realize the greatness of the God…




-Me-

The sound of the rain

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain.
Talking to my heart and trying to explain.
Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been.
Yes I do think about you, every now and then.

The exactness indeed

When Faith walks around,
Faith fall into the stream deep down,
Faith found Hope crying,
When Hope sees Faith, Hope smiling.

Faith holds Hope’s hand,
Waiting for the help been send,
Faith know Hope has been sent from above,
And Hope giving Faith love.

Faith living in here own world,
Hope prepare Faith to be mould,
Faith blissful with the changing,
Because Hope is Faith’s everything.

One day Faith been told,
Faith is not the only Hope’s gold,
Faith cannot stand from cry,
Everything Faith feels getting dry.

Faith can only pray to God,
Accepting Hope’s deeds with a nod,
Faith only wants to stay blissful,
Hoping their future will be wonderful.




-Me-

Cinta Sejati

aku jatuh cinta padamu
sejak pertama kita bertemu
diam munghuni relung hati
kau tak pernah perduli

tuhan mengapa kau anugerahkan
cinta yang tak
mungkin tuk bersatu
kau yang telah lama ku cintai
ada yang memiliki

cinta sejati
tak akan pernah mati
selalu menghiasi
ketulusan cinta ini

jalan hidup telah membuat kita
harus senantiasa bersama
lewati segala suka duka
tiada cinta bicara

dan kau selalu
hanya diam membisu
meskipun kau tau
betapa dalam cinta ku
aku jatuh cinta padamu



-Ari Lasso-

Welcome and farewell of the remorseful day

I’ve done everything,
Still there’s lack of something,
But there’s no turning back,
And I don’t want my heart crack.

I’m not pretending,
I don’t tolerate with hypocrite,
You are the reason of my living,
This is why my love to you is concrete.

I know I’m being nice to you,
Because you’re nice to me either,
Don’t ask me to haul it back from you,
And I don’t ask you to repay it later.

I hate saying sorry,
Because it wont make me glory,
I just want to see your smile,
This is truth and I won’t lie.

You tried so hard not to make me hurt,
But you already put my heart dirt,
Seeing you with her make me cry,
You are the one who’ll make me die,

I’ve tried so hard to look happy,
Even though inside me it’s gloomy,
I just don’t want you to worry,
It’s because I hate ruining our love story.

No ones can scrutinize me inside,
If they do its like put themselves dynamite,
No one can ever stand like I did,
It’s because my love to you is not a bid.




-Me-