Fact is still fact

People can see that we're laughing, smiling joking to each other,
and they are trying their best to be like us.
But they don't even know how hard and difficult being me,
who is trying my best to keep the relationship still on.
Who is trying my best to be apart of your life.
They can only say that we're the perfect one.
But they don't even know the truth.



-Me-

My better-half

Love...

We've know each other for almost 4 years,

I spend my time with you now with tears,

How am I going to demolished all those fears?

Please do make me cheer.

Love...

Everything I do I'll think about you,

I don't want you to feel blue,

Because I know how heart getting glue,

And now, that's what I feel for you.

Love...

For all of this while people blame me,

They don't even know the real situation is,

I left you before because I'm your mistress,

I'm not the only one you loved and I've made my decision to leave.

Love...

After 3 years you search for me back,

I accept the way you are without lack,

I start new life with you without turning back,

Because I already left it black.

Love...

Now we entering 2012 with joy,

Stop playing with another gals,

I can't keep enduring with that everytime,

Because I know I can fall deeply.

Love...

I love you with all of my heart,

I sacrifice everything to see your smile,

Do appreciate every single thing even we're miles,

Because my heart can be broke even with a stupid lies.

Love...

Thanks for everything,

You can make me feel like a spring,

Sometimes I'm too happy,

And sometimes I'm hurt badly,

But remember love...

I dedicated my life to only you,

This is your second chance to change everything back,

And there's no more for the third chance..

I heart you..

-Me-

You hurt me too much..

Ya Allah...

Jika benar dia ditakdirkan untukku,

Maka takdirkanlah akan dia baik dan permudahkannya bagiku,

Kemudian berkatkan bagiku padanya.

Dan...

Seandainya bukan dia ditakdirkan untukku,

Mendatangkan keburukan bagiku,

Pada agamaku, kehidupanku dan akibat urusanku cepat atau lambat,

Maka palinglah akan dia daripadaku,

Dan palingkanlah seberapa yang boleh,

Kemudian redhalah akan daku dengannya...

-Me-

(a person who hurt to much)