You lost me

I am done
Smoking gun
We've lost it all
The love is gone

She has won
Now its no fun
We've lost it all
The love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected,
And somehow you left me neglected

We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried
Oh, how we cried
Oh, we lost ourselves
The love has died

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Oh, I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Cause babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry
And we were sweet
Oh, but you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected,
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Oh babe, you lost me



-Christina Aguilera-

Speaking of a devil

The day getting gloomy,
I just want the sunny,
Please light up my days,
I think too much until my hair grey.

The horrific things keep happen,
Those things make my experience ripen,
You make me spinning around,
But I keep it from drowning down.

When I close my eyes I see you,
When I open my eyes I want you,
Is this what we call insanity?
Because my love to is infinity.

I know this is tragic,
But for me it’s magic,
It happens to fast,
And I hope it won’t last.

When the devil start to speak,
Automatically I’m being weak,
I try my best to throw all the negative feeling,
But sometimes I can’t help myself from falling.




-Me-

A lost of a happy life

Mime as a puppet,
Almost not being it yet,
When the day comes,
You can call me dumb.

Living in fear,
So does tears,
How can it stop?
My heart already drops.

Being your mistress,
It makes me stress,
Promise everything we go through,
Because I do love you,

Is this a battle?
You put me in a bottle,
Even though you’re not mention,
It seems I’m as an auction.

I hear the devil’s call,
Automatically make me fall,
I know the time has arrive,
Waiting for me to arise.

The sky turns dark,
Wish for that luck,
I want you near,
To banish my tear.

I lay myself down,
But I look like a clown,
Feed me with love,
So that I won’t drown.




-Me-

Happy Ending

This is the way you left me, I’m not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory, no happy ending,
This is the way that we love, like its forever,
Then live the rest of our life but not together.

Thousand of things stuck with aspersion,
Act as if there’s nothing happen,
The sacrifices already surrender,
But the love inside won’t ever gets slender.

The hardest story comes with patience,
One day God will repay the balance,
No need to blame faith that been carve,
But for sure it will leave a scar.

If anything that had write to be come about,
Wish I can always be near you to blow it out,
Just want to see the smile on your face,
Because from the first day it make me amaze.

I’m totally not the greatest God,
But I can feel my path with you on the board,
Day by day it’s getting annoying,
Is there no happy ending?



-Me-

Steadfastly in spite of difficulties

Am I dim-witted?
Happy with what you created?
Laugh of it sweetheart,
Because it won’t last.

I’ve put 200% plucky on us,
Please don’t deal with that fuss,
Why you should blend it with shit?
I just want our relation to get fit.

I’m tired with the nonsense crap,
We can only make others glad,
But why we aren’t happy?
Because we let our needs pass away.

Seasons are changing,
But my love stays living,
I’ll never chuck you away,
I bet you can do it simply.

This is what I call love,
Vanishing myself until I burst,
All I do is to make your life easy,
I’m damaging myself to follow the breezy.

How long can I be this patience?
I manage to follow all your motion,
Keeping it down inside before it ruptures,
Because you make it fracture.

Stop slapping superfluous thing,
Because my heart already sting,
Just stay and love me like you always did,
Let me try to swallow the whole nip.

Being my own self is damn hard,
I keep hearing the annoying blared,
I just want a tranquil serene with the love one,
Lastly I ended up being thrown by bun.



-Me-